Thursday, March 15, 2007
Sianz! today koo yuk lum is on leave, ive got no one to chat with!!!! And to make things worse, Ive got nth to do! I dun have things to keep me occupied. Argh.. must self entertain myself. Im falling asleep…
What the heck. U noe im trying really hard to give up on you and there u are, telling me that u are meeting another girl today. what u expect me to say? Congrats? Hope u 2 can work out? Argh. I have been saying that 19 better be good for me cause 18 sucks! Basically for one particular reason because I know u and him. U 2 have turned my life upside down. If time could turn back, I really hope I wun get to meet u. haha.I guess I jus made a brilliant decision of the year, ive deleted all means of connection with u and him. Ha. I seem childish. But tats the only way I can get u 2 out of my life. Good luck to me.
Its jus excuses. Admit that u are timid. Admit that u are selfish. Admit that u are self-centered. Admit that u are indecisive. Admit that u are a insensitive creature. U are! Jus admit it.
U told me u are meeting her. U told me u have no ill-intention. I say u can give it a try. U said u think time isn’t right. communication is the barrier. I say good luck. And u asked whether im angry. Angry for? Angry that u told me, showed off to me that u are meeting another girl? Angry that u rejected me? sometimes I wonder whether u are really blur or act blur. U jus dun seem to be sensitive to pple’s feelings. U are living in ur world. With ur mum sheltering u. protecting u. u jus dun get it! But that's ur life anyway. U lead urs and I lead mine.
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liwen, 21
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