My life is full of happiness ♥

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

my profile..

You are longing for a little love and tenderness. At present you are feeling very sensitive and need a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. You don't need any further stresses, strains or arguments so take a deep breath and relax.

Now there are many things in life that you require as essential to your well-being but, try as you may, something always seems to be getting in your way. A word of advice - 'keep trying' and you may be pleasantly surprised to see just how matters turn out.

You are a very choosy person - demanding and exacting in your emotional demands and very particular in your choice of partner. You are self-sufficient and as a result of this overbearing nature you find it difficult to establish any depth of deep physical or mental involvement with members of the opposite sex.

You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.

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1:06 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Hmmm.. have been reading my cousin’s blog lately. [hey jas. Believe it or not, I finished reading all ur entries in 1.5 hr! =)] anyway it suddenly struck me that isn’t it every girl’s dream to have a sweet bf that can read your mind( finish ur sentence before u could finish saying it) , be sensitive to your feelings, care for you, surprise you occasionally and stuff. Argh. When can I meet him? I still remember when I was in sec 3/4, I told my friends that I wanted to get married by the age of 22. crap! Im 19 already la. 3 more years left. For now, I will have to thank god if I can get off the shelves by 25. I dun noe why. But I wan to marry early. 23-26 will be a perfect age for me. I wan to share my life with someone I love. I wan to be a good house wife ( haha. its an excuse to stay at home. Casue I hate working!) but seriously isn’t that sweet to cook a scrumptious meal for ur hubby and wait for him to come home from work, then when he return, give a sweet hug and kiss and have our dinner.

Argh. I wan to have my own house. I wan to decorate and transforming it into our sweet hut. do my personal stuffs in the afternoon like meet up with my girlfriends, go facial, go exercise, go cookery lesson… then go home and clean and tidy the house and wait for him to return home. Ar! Perfect life! well, I always thought im those independent woman that dun need to depend on guys, earn and spend my own money. But I think as I grow older, things change. I wanna to be dependent on my husband. I dun wan to be that career minded. I wan to be a good wife and mummy =) But maybe also engage in tutoring to help out with the financial part? Ok. Tats imaginations. Pisces love to imagine, love to fantasize. But I really hope it will come true…

Anyway went to watch Stomp the yard yesterday, alone. haha. tats the second show I watched alone le. the show is great! Really cool “stepping”. 2 Thumbs up for that!

1:09 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007

yesterday’s night was a super super super super nervous one for me. my results. Seriously I dun have much confident in this exams. Finance was a killer. Efma was tough for me, though so many pple say its easy. I waited and waited for the clock to turn 12:00. pok was on msn too. We were really freaking out. Ok. Finally its 12:00!! when I was trying to log in, my friend told me his results. Distinction for finance! Crap. It got me more nervous. The system seemed lag during that period of time cause pple were all trying to log in at the same time! Arghhhhhh. My heartbeat was like beating to its max and will die on me any min. and finally I logged in. view results of all semester. And yes!!!!!!! No C. im happy. Though my gpa dropped by a fair bit but I swear to god that I didn't expect myself to do well for efma. I thought I might get a C or the most B plus. But……… I got a DISTINCTION!!!!! Hooray. I jus wanna share my happiness =) got 1A. 3Bs. 2B+. phew… finally heaved a sign of relief. No more worries for now.

this sat im going to zoo!! With ah lum. The last time I went was 1.5 yrs ago. I think my white tigers miss me. I love them! Pretty pretty cats. We have decided on what to bring what for the day and who to bring. Haha. sorry for bring so picky but I like bonjour bread! Haha. remember more ham ar.

3:21 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007

koo yuk lum is on leave again!!!!! argh. im left alone here again. yesterday went to register for driving basic theory test with yh. will be taking it on the 25th of may.hopefully i can clear it in one shot. working tml after that going my grandma's house! yeah!! can slack with my cousins! lovely.
jus let me cool down for a period of time and I’ll be okay. U cant possibly want me to talk you and pretend that we are jus pure friends when I actually have had feelings for u. when ive decided to ignore you for sometime and stop being that thick-skinned girl who keeps initiating conversation and acts like a clown, u come near. U called me and checked whether im ok. U talked to me FIRST in msn and asked whether im ok. So when I stop being that first-move girl, Im not okay? So when I stop being that chatty and crazy, im not okay? Im alright. When Ive really sorted out my feelings and stuff, I will continue to be that noisy girl who talks to u FIRST everytime casue right now, if I do tat I seriously dun noe when can i totally forget you. So jus bear with me for giving you cold shoulder. Im trying to find back the true me. thanks.

11:07 AM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

did some personality tests.

You are White Chocolate

You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in.
Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you.
You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.
You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.
You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.
This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

You Should Be With an Earth Sign!

Your best match is a Taurus, Virgo, or Capricorn

Why? You like your guys to pamper, wine, and dine you
Not that you're a gold digger, you just like the finer things
An Earth Sign will go all out to woo you - and enjoy doing it
And you'll never find a more trustworthy or loyal match!

What Sign Should You Date?

You Are a Fierce Femme

You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right.
But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check.
In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it...
You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act!

How Daring Are You?

You Don't Need a Man ... or Want One!

Generally, you're very happy being a single woman.
And anyone who has a problem with that... well, that's there problem.
Not that you wouldn't share your life with the almost perfect guy.
You simply won't settle though. Your life is too good to share with some substandard man!

Do You Need a Man?

Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy

You're definitely a flirt - and a good one.
But you also know that you shouldn't make a move on any cute guy who passes by.
You save your seductive moves for someone who already knows the real you.
That way, your sex appeal is just part of the whole package.

Are You Easy?

Your Birthdate: March 12

You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone.
Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them.
Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

11:49 AM

Sianz! today koo yuk lum is on leave, ive got no one to chat with!!!! And to make things worse, Ive got nth to do! I dun have things to keep me occupied. Argh.. must self entertain myself. Im falling asleep…

What the heck. U noe im trying really hard to give up on you and there u are, telling me that u are meeting another girl today. what u expect me to say? Congrats? Hope u 2 can work out? Argh. I have been saying that 19 better be good for me cause 18 sucks! Basically for one particular reason because I know u and him. U 2 have turned my life upside down. If time could turn back, I really hope I wun get to meet u. haha.I guess I jus made a brilliant decision of the year, ive deleted all means of connection with u and him. Ha. I seem childish. But tats the only way I can get u 2 out of my life. Good luck to me.

Its jus excuses. Admit that u are timid. Admit that u are selfish. Admit that u are self-centered. Admit that u are indecisive. Admit that u are a insensitive creature. U are! Jus admit it.

U told me u are meeting her. U told me u have no ill-intention. I say u can give it a try. U said u think time isn’t right. communication is the barrier. I say good luck. And u asked whether im angry. Angry for? Angry that u told me, showed off to me that u are meeting another girl? Angry that u rejected me? sometimes I wonder whether u are really blur or act blur. U jus dun seem to be sensitive to pple’s feelings. U are living in ur world. With ur mum sheltering u. protecting u. u jus dun get it! But that's ur life anyway. U lead urs and I lead mine.

10:58 AM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

You are the World

Completion, Good Reward.

The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.

The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

12:54 PM

Monday, March 12, 2007

argh!! i dun feel good today!! i dun noe why. shit. i seldom feel this way. why why why. i feel like crying!!!!

5:25 PM

Happy birthday!! Happy birthday to me. happy birthday to me happy birthday to liwen. Happy birthday to me!!!!!!

thanks for ur blessings and wishes. im really touched. hope 19 will be better. i dun wan to do those stupid things i did when im 18. i hope i can be more matured and less irritating. i wanna be happy! and im trying to be. o ya. and good luck to my results. im getting it next mon. good luck to all my nyp friends too.

dozing off soon. 1 more hr and i will be meeting ah lu ma at vivo. argh. i cant wait. something to cheer me up after something stupid in the morning.

maybe i shouldnt be tat nosey. but im jus concerned, im jus trying to help. but guess im being too sensitive. maybe u are really alright. hmm.. i cant do anything but jus hope u will be okay.

4:52 PM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Im guilty. Im guilty for wasting my time on pple that I shouldn't be wasting on. And thanks to ah lum to make me realize how childish and stupid I have been these few months.

I seriously have gotten over tat issue but yet I dun noe why his presence, actions and thinking affect me so much. i keep assuring shantelle tat I no longer dislike him but I cant do it. Honestly. I kept picking on him, all his bad points jus seem to magnify 100 times whenever I see him. Sometimes I jus wish that I dun get to see him ever again.

He knew I liked kn. He asked kn why keep it from him. I dun think theres a need for u to noe. It doesn't concern u anyway. Haha. ok. Here I am, picking on him again. I cant help it. Whenever I knew of the things or stuff he did, I will sure comment on it. I need to get away from this stupid shit.

I got better things to do, I got much much better friends to care for, I got a lot of goodies waiting for me to eat, I got my little white (mp3) to accompany me, I got my tv shows to see so why am I caring so much for what he said, what he did, and what he think.

Liwen is stopping this! Hoho. so shantelle and eric, pls dun tell me anything abt him unless u wan me to keep ranting on how sucky he is. Haha. thx.

Liwen is a happy girl!

10:40 AM