yoz.. haiz. wat a stupid day today. my heart must have suffered a terrible death today. kind of felt attracted to this guy in my sch. it all started when i first noticed him in sch. erm.. okay la. cause he quite tall so i kind of took notice of him and since he is in my sch so somehow or rather, i can see him quite often. and the stupid thing happen.. i actually dreamt of him when i dun even noe him. okay..shall not elaborate on the scenario. haha. so i become quite excited over him. haha. and after that dream i have nvr see him in sch liao. so stupid right? tat time i was blaming myself for dreaming abt him as i dun get to see him in real anymore and until.... the last day of sch before my two weeks break. i met him again!!! omg. that feeling was really beyond words can described. okay.

so at least i feel that i can have a better 2 weeks holiday after seeing him and forgot him as i think he has a gf lo. but i was wrong! god play a trick on me by letting me see him again and i was then crazy over him. tat night when i took bus 80 from my cousin house back home. i was dropping down at my stop and when i got down i heard someone was hurrily getting from the stairs from the double deck. i didn't turn to look who is it. and when i walked infront to cross the road. i stop for cars and i turned. ah!!!!!!!! is him. omg. he got look at me since i look at him and he continue to walk down. my heart was beating very fast. and i cross the road with my eyes still glued on him. i think he realise i was staring at him so he looked back. ah!! so cute. haha. i was talking abt it during my whole 2 weeks holiday. haha. poor na and xue has to listen to me crap.

anyway, today i saw him again.he was outside the tutorial main door and i was coming out of the toilet when i saw him. i then purposely walked out to drink water cooler. and then quickly went to borrow na's bottle to go fill up for her. haiz.. but it turn out that when i went out. he was walking with a girl that i saw him with yesterday. he was putting his hands on her and was so lovey doovey. haiz..so stupid of me. although i think he know i was staring all this while. but who cares! cute guys are meant to admire. haha. who say cannot see. but i jus love this kind of one sided likeness. haha. really fun and memorable.

haha. i got to read book again to upgrade myself. gals dun need guys anyway! going to transform myself into someone useful! TrANSFORMER!!! haha. anyway i wan go HONGKONG!!! i wan go with tung tung when she go back on sept. i wan!!!! i miss the life there very much. i miss the late shopping. i miss the cold weather compared to singapore. i miss the cozy room of tung where i can watch show until i dun noe wat time. i miss the seeing the cute guys over there. i miss the astro boy. i miss the food. i miss the feeling of scanning the card to get into the apartment. i miss taking the train. i miss everything!!!!!!