yoz.. haiz. wat a stupid day today. my heart must have suffered a terrible death today. kind of felt attracted to this guy in my sch. it all started when i first noticed him in sch. erm.. okay la. cause he quite tall so i kind of took notice of him and since he is in my sch so somehow or rather, i can see him quite often. and the stupid thing happen.. i actually dreamt of him when i dun even noe him. okay..shall not elaborate on the scenario. haha. so i become quite excited over him. haha. and after that dream i have nvr see him in sch liao. so stupid right? tat time i was blaming myself for dreaming abt him as i dun get to see him in real anymore and until.... the last day of sch before my two weeks break. i met him again!!! omg. that feeling was really beyond words can described. okay.

so at least i feel that i can have a better 2 weeks holiday after seeing him and forgot him as i think he has a gf lo. but i was wrong! god play a trick on me by letting me see him again and i was then crazy over him. tat night when i took bus 80 from my cousin house back home. i was dropping down at my stop and when i got down i heard someone was hurrily getting from the stairs from the double deck. i didn't turn to look who is it. and when i walked infront to cross the road. i stop for cars and i turned. ah!!!!!!!! is him. omg. he got look at me since i look at him and he continue to walk down. my heart was beating very fast. and i cross the road with my eyes still glued on him. i think he realise i was staring at him so he looked back. ah!! so cute. haha. i was talking abt it during my whole 2 weeks holiday. haha. poor na and xue has to listen to me crap.

anyway, today i saw him again.he was outside the tutorial main door and i was coming out of the toilet when i saw him. i then purposely walked out to drink water cooler. and then quickly went to borrow na's bottle to go fill up for her. haiz.. but it turn out that when i went out. he was walking with a girl that i saw him with yesterday. he was putting his hands on her and was so lovey doovey. haiz..so stupid of me. although i think he know i was staring all this while. but who cares! cute guys are meant to admire. haha. who say cannot see. but i jus love this kind of one sided likeness. haha. really fun and memorable.

haha. i got to read book again to upgrade myself. gals dun need guys anyway! going to transform myself into someone useful! TrANSFORMER!!! haha. anyway i wan go HONGKONG!!! i wan go with tung tung when she go back on sept. i wan!!!! i miss the life there very much. i miss the late shopping. i miss the cold weather compared to singapore. i miss the cozy room of tung where i can watch show until i dun noe wat time. i miss the seeing the cute guys over there. i miss the astro boy. i miss the food. i miss the feeling of scanning the card to get into the apartment. i miss taking the train. i miss everything!!!!!!

yoz! today went to heartland mall to catch a mini concert by hwee fen. very cool sia. u did a great job! jia you for your final exam. after that went to eat dinner with whole family and hwee fen. long time nvr eat together liao so very nice feeling. and slowly we began to talk about cars cause brother has a urge to buy car. after that mother mention that the house beside ours is going to sell. actually that house is a office for the property. casue i live in a court. so there are some admin pple to maintain the service la, the paper work all these. they all moving to downstairs. cause actaully got one shop is for rent but since no pple wan to rent so they moving down and selling the house. the office is jus beside urs and we aare blocked by one fake wall.

so we start imagine wat if we buy the house over and "chopped" down the barrier and we can connect the 2 house together and it will be so cool. haha. the house will be my brother future house with hwee fen. haha. so nice. after that we went to Tangerine **** . dun noe wat to see the show house. its a condo near my house. very nicr decoration but only for show only ma. but quite small compared to our house.

haha. condo tend to be quite small but its jus their facilities and the name "condo" seems posh. haha. in the end, we actually discuss about how nice it will be if we buy the house beside us and make the connection at the show house there. haha. so stupid. haiz.. money really impt sia. must stary saving money for my future house and car!

ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesterday went to lido around 2 to queue up to see jay!!! bad weather i must say, its drizzling!! went to taka to borrow umbrella from coffee bean but stopped when i got back! at first we sat on the ground but after that stand to the railing around 5 plus to get prepared for the big thing. haha. but before that went to BORDERS with yuk lum to buy magazine hoping to let Jay sign. then borrow marker from my former manager, now in Wheellock.

the carpet was rather small in breath so is quite easy to touch jay.. haha. got practice before the thing, stand on the railing and try touching the air. haha. soon. aound 6, i guess the host pei fen and liyi from 933.fm came. then around 6.30pm i guess, they got up the stage and start cheering up the atmosphere. they gave away prizes too!! okay. soon, they welcome the first grps of stars: shan(from Eye for a guy2), grace chua, and one not sure liao. next is: wu xu ma li, zhou chong qing, and one also dun noe liao. okay after all these pple.. the atmosphere become more tenser. haha... soon. edison came!!!!! ah!!! i climb up the railing to take a clearer look casue many pple head also stetching out. omg!! edison is so cute. he sswipe his hands against all the stretching out hands and he signed for the pple infront. yuklum then suggest y not let him sign. haha. of coz. no harm letting him sign!!! since he so cute! ok. so he walked past us and i touched his hand!!! he then stop to sign yuklum book and i, of coz, bring my mag forward to him and he look at me after he sign yuk lum one. he like asking whther wan to sign?! of coz, i knocked my head!! omg!! its really freaking me out!!! i was smiling all the way when he signed and after that he looked at me and i nodded!!! ah!!! he then walked away..

ok. next came shawn yue. i managed touch his hand but not his autograph. ok then is anthony and the kenny B. forgot liao ar. these three pple dunnoe who came first. okay. finally, the big star of the day.. JAY CHOU!!!!! ah!!! all the pple was pushing from behind and i think i got touched! haha. but who cares! and soon he walked past me.., i tried to reach him and i can tell u, it is very very near. but he walked too fast le and soon i miss the first chance of my life to get a touch of him!!!!! when jay walked near the stage, pple was like also walking there and so was me and yuklum casue yuk lum's internet friend suddenly sms yuklum asking whther she still interested in buying the gala premier tics. of coz la!!!! we were flying up the sky when we found out we can watch the show!! we had a hard time trying to get up to the cinema of shaw house casue the securitys had sealed the entrance to prevent pple from going out casue jay and the other stars are upstairs.

we got into threatre 2 but no sign of jay and other casts then we realised that we quite likely dun get the chance dun get to see jay in the cinema casue got two other threatres also showing. hmm.. but later DJ pei fen walked in and talked awhile then she welcome the fives casts. omg!! its like super fast and they got in. i got a real shocked. i say jay again!! pple ran forward but i got stuck in the middle so nvr go infront. but still very happy.

so the movie started but of coz.. jay and others nvr stay in the threatre they went after talking to the pple in cinema. the movie not bad i must say. but i think i watched the anime b4 so not really like how they film it cause everything happen too fast liao whereas the anime is really slow and long-winded.

tml also going to watch INITIAL D with yuk lum. but guess tml will be nicer casue i think inside will be mostly jay fans whereas the gala premier most of them got it for free so even aunties uncles came.

excited to see the show tml!!! hmm.. have to rush for my proj liao. take care!

hi guys! have been working recently. monday from 12-11. tues 4-11. and yesterday 11-5. haha. good news! i got back my phone!!! last thurs the police call but i not at home. then this monday i call him or rather leave him a message. he called my house and left a pager no. for me to page him. so i paged him on tues morning. and he say will call me on wed to confirm to collect my hp on thurs. ok then yesterday i paged him again. he say later at 5 om then confirm with me! lol. ok. after that i went for work and in the mrt, someone called but too noisy liao cannot hear so i end the call. then later my mum called me saying that the police called my house so my mum gave him my current hp which is my mum one. so i called back to him and he say today which is yesterday i can go collect my phone!! yeah! damn happy. so after my work i went to Bishan to wwait for my dad. he bring me there. okay so i reached the police station. went to the reciptionst saying that i wan look for the the Investigation Officer ****. he actually dun noe who is that lor! omg, so he look at me and i look at him. then after that he asked me whether i know ma. then i say ya. so i took my visitor pass and went up to level 3.

at level 3, actually still got receiptionist but knok off liao so i called him. he say he will coming out to the counter. so i waited there. so he came out with another female colleague. haha. he quite cute leh!! very young. anyway got my phone backc my realised that all my sms that my friend sent me when i dun have my phone was not sent back to me when i switch on my phone.
anywa, the cute guy called me again late in the evening saying that he forgot give me a recipt so asked wther can he sent to me. haha. haiz... that is probably the last time i going tok to him, haha, anyway, i called his hp no. when he call me! haha.

haiz.. later still need to go for coffee bean test. so stupid. start at 6 reached hom sure 8 plus liao. oh yah. today got LOST! haha. nice show. must remember to catch it. okay. got to go study liao.
update with u guys whether i pass or fail!

yoz! okay. went to watch UNLEASHED on wed with my managers to Shaw House. Omg.. its the first time i ever went into that big cinema. we went to theater 2 which is above the other theaters. haha. sorry for being such a ignorant one. anyway after that around 7.30 pm we went to Scotts to look for Steven. so happy. got free drink and we sat down there to talk to him. glad that everything is well for him..

okay. after that, rush home cause my aunt is at my house and i somehow or rather is going to her house to stay. haha. i also not sure but tuesday night got tok to my cousin so haven confirm. anyway. reached home like 9.45pm. and decided to go my aunt house sleep. hwee fen sent us there. thx a lot! sorry to keep u waiting.. went there with my sis. haha. but wed morning 6.30a.m woke up liao so doze off during the show. was kanna disturb by them. YOU TWO better watch out!!! haha. jk

thurs, sis went back home. went out with my cousin, Jasmine to go shop shop. went to north point. went into U2. was having a sale currently and we two spent abt $65 dollar there. so was like $32.50 per person cause we bought the same thing. haha. after that went Sun plaza. haha. of coz we went to the THIS FASHION. cheap ma. haha. shop shop shop. me bought two skirt. one the same with Jasmine. then one belt. spent around $42 like tat. but cause she and i not enough
cash so i used netts for the U2 one and THIS FASHION. so all in all i take out $140 plus leh. omg..luckily will be getting my pay soon.haha. but a really a fun day hanging out with her. i think i going to stay at her house the 2nd week of my holiday! haha. can't wait!

ok. today. went home. haha. not actually but went to sch for stats lecture. 10 -12. then after that still got the computer lesson at 1.30p.m. okay.. we have to wait for 1.5 hr becasue of the make up lesson. went there and teacher haven come. class rep say teacher postpone to 2. sux!! i later stil got tuition lor. anyway the lesson ended at 4 then went to FJ with xue li to have dinner. then take 74 from AMK mrt to hougang central then take 80 to my cousin house for tuition.

have lesson until 9.00pm. yeah! was really happy that can go home early casue yesterday watch show till 3a.m like that and today have to wake up at 8.30 for the lecture so was really very tired. so intend to go home rest liao and tml got work too. watch tv at my cousin awhile then went downstairs to take 80 home. ok. i walk to the bus stop and turn around. saw 80 turning from one place to the bus stop and so was happy at that time cause bus come so fast!!! haha. hop on. and sit behind in the double-deck bus. so i decided to take a wink. and then i woke up. i look around... the bus was going somewhere i dun know!!!!!!!!!!!!!argh!!! i panicked but then knew i must have went up the 86 bus!!!! so stupid. the bus went through a highway and to Jalan Kayu then to Seletar then the Upper Serangoon then to Amk then to interchange!!!!!!!!!!!! i was really dizzy from the long journey. so i alighted from the bus at the interchange and i realised i am the only one in the bus! lol. so from there take 24 home. really feel like vomitting. luckily nth happen...

haiz.. tml still got work from 4 to 11.30. actually its eleven but manager see got sales so extend the hours. dunnoe also got train to take at tat time anot casue taking the NEL. anyway, going celbrate father's day and mother's day on sunday at my uncle house. yeah!!!!! seems weird hor. mother's day. haha. becasue mother side like to combine both events and celebrate together.having buffet and going to have one ice cream cake from Swensen!!! haha. can't wait for that but hope i not working on that day....

yippee!!!!!!!!finish my stats ica today. so happy but projects are still coming along. but anyway still feel really happy cause next week break lo. 2 weeks! and most importantly jay is coming lo. left 2 weeks exactly! omg! really can't control my excitement! haha.

okay, guys u know wat? i think the Jay III mp3 is out again. i mean the limited one. the stupid website. dun noe wats wrong. tat time go see put out of stock now got liao. haiz.. anyway i not buying liao. currently into the Zen Neeon. i like the stickers to decorate the mp3. haha.. seems nice! okay, waiting for my pay that is coming next week and then see how it goes ba.

wa liao. stupid lecture today. the lecturer is really a clever one. she actually take manual attendance cause she say she realise that the lecture is rather empty with many bags on the chair. IS NOT LOR!! its quite packed leh. but so she took the attendance and say will be checking that against the scanning attendance. so pple that ask their friends help them scanned and not appearing for the lecuture will have to see her tml. haiz.. guess her lecuture will be full house for the consecutive weeks!

tml going watch movie with my manager and one staff. still not sure of wat we going to watch. haha. shall see tml. anyway my cousins coming my house tml to wrap dumplings. lol. of coz not they wrap la. is my aunt coming to help my mum so they will be coming along. so will try to come back early tml. its has been since a long long time when they come my house liao. so must go play. haha. used to play hide and seek with them below house. and we actually use walkie talkie to contact. ahaha. really fun! and after that we sure to have ice cream. haiz.. really miss that good memories...

yeah!! today finish my presentation lo. so haapy!! but tml still got statistic ica and no more lo. and two weeks break lo!! haiz but still need to do a lot of things
*statistic project
*computer project
*work
*hangout with friends
*go see jay!!!
*go take coffee bean test
*tuition

omg!!! better clear my projects in one week time and then can have fun lo!!! yeah!!!! jay is coming!!!!!!!!!! can't control my excitement. anyway going to watch movie with my managers liao. haha. one of them can make it liao.

okay. got to know a friend in msn. although not very close with her but she keep telling me abt her personal things!! omg. althought at first quite interested cause kapo ma but later the more she say the more i got irritated. she telling me how this and the other guys have fallen in her and how "romantic" are they when chasing her?! hey! wats the problem with u?! can't u just keep it to yourself! i'm getting bored with it!! she say it as though those who know her will definitely like her.. pls la. u are not "THAT PRETTY" lor, stop thinking that handsome guys are bound to look at u. if u nvr see them how u know they are looking at u in the first place. wake up la.does look really seem so impt to u? well, not searching for handsome guys when u are not that pretty anyway!!!

omg! my legs are hurting me. stupid shoes. haha. i guess me, shauna and xueli have gotten ourselves painful shoes that sent our legs with blisters but clever xueli actually brought her sandals here then change during her presentation. went to coffee bean with yt after sch. drank the new promotion drink the belgium chocolate ice blended. haha. not bad!! chit chat with yt and walk around J8. break coming and i going to shop for more clothes!!!!!!

okay got to study for my ica liao. take care.
[JAY IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

okay!!!!!!!its gone. the 2000 limited edition of J III mp3 is gone!! haiz.. anyway i not buying anymore. but really jealous for those who bought it.

now at my grandma house with my cousins. a lot of things haven do yet. today worked from 9 to 4 then come my grandma house liao. monday still got informative presentation
die liao. haven even reseach finish my info and prepare my speech. tml is really a happening day for me. got to also rush to heartland mall to get my presentation dress code. actually next wed wanna go watch movie with my managers but one of them couldn't make it so not going lo.

yippee!!!!!!!!! jay is coming!!!!!!. can't wait to see it...

okay.. still considering wanna buy ma.. but 70% have the urge to buy liao. llike wat yee tung told me. think carefully whether after i buy mp3 can i still earn back the amt in the near future? i'm sure i can actually. haiz.. heard pple said that buy sth u like not sth u think is right. but i guess i still need my bro decision before i make any decision.

okay. have my accounting ica today during tecture. quite easy actually but stupid me go do another format when they ask for the other one. die liao. tml got econs and management test and now i'm still blogging. haha. got to study till quite late tonight lo. tml working after my one week break. working at 4. so 2-4 will be going to taka with xue li to shop for our formal presentation dress code. hmm.. luckily got great singapore sale going on now or else sure really ex sia.yeah!! shauna will be coming back tml. haha. we three are going to have lotsa fun again!!!!

okay. really got to go study liao. dun wish to fail my first test in my poly life. not a good start. haha. take care, guys! have fun while doing anything!