happy

2008-10-26T20:12:00.001+08:00

being in a relationship doesnt give u the right to act stupid or become stupid. i think thats what many of us girls tend to become. or issit me..? i used to think that its stupid for girls to do so much stuff for the guy in a r/s. but now i can fully understand why.

quote of the day:pple from different backgrounds have different appreciation level. so things u thought can cheer them up might not work for them;they might feel irriated instead. I guess its really time for me to mind my own stuff. i worrying too much about others.

2008-10-02T17:57:00.010+08:00

to prevent hq from deleting me from his link of friends and my friends from abandoning me, i guess i really need to do some update. haha.

hmm.. Hari raya holiday was well spent with baby. went over to his house in the morning and we went jogging. jogged to yishun dam and i was half dead. sooo long nvr run le and my both legs just cant go any further when we reached there. sat over there to rest and enjoy the scenery. we then started to throw stones into the water. was trying to learn from him how to do double throw on the water but i cant! just cant master it. =( we then took a super big rock and threw it in. hahah. super big splash.

was supposed to jog back but too tired le so walked back home. wentt to get icecream after that. windy day, sweaty body, yummy icecream and company of my baby was indeed all i can ask for =)

went back his home to slack until 6. then went to catch "Mirrors". hahah. was a comedy to me cause of baby's silly actions. but the ending was quite unpredictable, was hoping for a happy ending though.

the night was then spent catching "The Notebook" and cuddling beside him to sleep ^^

next,pardon me for the super few pics i have for Terence'sbirthday. he still haven send me those pics! terence, u better send before ur enlistment hor!

went to this mongolian restaurant at Parkway Parade.

i like their mushroom soup with the bread on top and those crabby. yum yum.

happy 117 days my dear ^^

2008-08-15T15:09:00.006+08:00

SGH voluntary work later with ahluma. its been more than half a year since we last been there la. looking forward to wheel the patients and hanging out with stupid ahluma=)

life's been great for me so far. tutoring, schooling and part time job at library haven been my usual routines for the past few mths and i just realised i super long nvr meet up with pok and foojingting!!! meet up soon girls. miss u all super much.

have been trying very hard to fork out my time for my dearest friends and also a silly boy who officially invaded my singlehood life which i have maintained for 20 years and 4mths. hehe.

thanks silly boy for all the love and care so far.

thanks for making me realised how sweet my life can turn out to be.

thank you baby=)

2008-08-14T12:50:00.015+08:00

09.08.08
National Day
Weishun's post birthday celebration
Dress code: Yellow
With besties =)

met at marina square for "the journey to the center of the earth". we were so striking that day. hahah. pple were dressed in red and white while the 7 of us in yellow.

with weishun.

with chu luan

after which we went to Sizzler for our dinner. our 2nd year there on this date.

we then headed to dbl O. my first clubbing experience. haha. dun really like the drinks over there. too high alcohol content for me. normal beer is so much preferred. once in a blue moon to a club is still alright to me. dun really like the environment.

the drinks.

with yuheng.

with justin.

with hanquan! =)

with ahluma.

the girls.

the guys.

girls with birthday boy.

the yellow gang! love u guys=)

2008-07-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

here's sth i gotten from my friend's blog which is quite meaningful..

Dont be upset when he did not fulfill his promise, as long as he’s with you, both of you can realise it together.

Dont hurt him when he fails you or insist your way, because in his heart he wanted as much to give you what you wish for. As much as it disappoints you, it has already hurt his pride that he cant give you what you wish for. Have patience, because he will surprise you one day.

Dont compare him with someone else, while you are engrossed in thinking how well someone else is having their wishes fulfilled. Think about the wonderful things he has done for this relationship which others have not.

Dont expect too much in material fulfillment, because when you lose him, even the most beautiful dress, bag or item which you have been eyeing, have lost its appeal. You will realise you need him more than anything Money can deliver.

Dont ignore him when you have company, because when you lose him, no amount of consolation and company from people can ever compare having to see his face, even from afar.

Dont make him wait because you have only this lifetime to know this man whom you love. You will never know when will be your last.

When you quarrel, be the first to apologise no matter whose fault is it. Love is not a competition on who wins, who’s right or wrong. Apologise first because you respect him. When you lose him, you will realise you miss even quarrelling with him.

Dont say words that hurt him even though he upsets you, because he is after all the man you love and care for. To experience hurt from someone you love is more pain than a knife cutting through your flesh.

Dont forget to tell him you love him everyday. When you lose him, these simple 3 words becomes something you yearn so much to tell him.

Dont forget to praise him for all the wonderful things he has done, it takes a lot of effort and time for him to find a way to make you smile.

Dont be upset if he cant send you home or call you, because as long as you have him, there will always be tomorrows you can meet each other again.

Dont be upset if he can only send you by public transport, when you lose the one you love most, the only companion you have on the journey home are strangers.

Dont be angry if he provide comments that you dont find pleasant because only those who truly love you will be honest.

Dont be upset with his parents, because you will realise without them, you will never have met him.

Dont be jealous if he’s nice to his friends or family, because you will soon realise you are with the most wonderful person.

Dont be upset why you have to stay home with him and not have the opportunity to go out, because when you lose him, you will realise those malls or places you wanted to go are no longer a happy place, all you want is to have him beside you no matter where you are, even just doing nothing.

Dont leave him because you think you can find happiness in someone else. When you lose your love, you realise no one other than him can withstand all the hardships with you. No amount of riches, luxury, diamonds, fancy holidays, nice cars, clothes, makeup can ever conceal that emptiness in your heart if you have lost him.

Smile more to him. Tell him you love him today if you havent. Praise him, care for him, hug him tight and tell him you will never want to let go. Respect, trust and support him. Hold his hands, kiss them & tell him these are the hands you want to hold for a life time. Look into his eyes and tell him -

2008-06-27T18:03:00.005+08:00

6 more days to genting trip!! finally a small get away from the hectic shedule. =)) am going with yuklum!! i just cant wait. it will be fun fun fun with her cause we two just cant enough of each other. haha.

life has been great for the me. everything just seem too beautiful to be true.

2008-06-21T17:11:00.002+08:00

shauna oh, foo jingting and li yee tung i miss u all la!!!

meet up soon kkk=))

2008-05-30T21:36:00.006+08:00

FINALLY OFFICALLY GRADUATED!!

2008-04-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

drove myself to library on fri. the first time on road with yellow plate. auto car is so much easier la. i dun need to be afraid of moving off slow or stall my engine at red light. but i got my first horn from another yellow plate driver. haha. cut lane nvr see properly.

today drove again. with my bro's manual van. i was quite scared la. somemore he dun wan to put the yellow plate. i asked him to prepare the handbrake and he told me his handbrake not working properly. pull up still can move!! hahaa. at first was really panicking cause totally different from my instructor's car. scared i stall at traffic light for five mins. haha. but i think my brother installed some turbo thingy to his van. step a little will move very fast.so overall its alright. haha

i just love driving=))

2008-04-23T22:38:00.004+08:00

NO MORE DRIVING LESSONS FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!

i passed my tp test with 14 demerit points.

++2 for delay in moving off

++2 for insufficient acceleration

++4 for speed too slow

++2 for fail to use appropriate gear

++2 for improper turning

++2 for incorrect braking technique.

had my warm up at 8.30 am. panicked a little cause i cant find the biting pt at the slope so in the end my car rolled back. practice practice until 10am then went into the waiting room for the balloting of test route. i was praying hard that i will get yl's tester that passed her. she say hes really nice. haha. but in the end i dun have such luck. soon 10.15am, tester began to call for those pple in the room. i was really praying that mine will be a friendly one. in the end , "chen liwen". shit. i saw his face. stern face.

went to circuit. the first station slope and i cant pull down my handbrake. really panicked la. but luckily never roll back. so did all stations. and out to road, was alright. was really happy when he said" turn into the school" EVERYTHING ENDED! parked the car and came out. saw my instructor and he smiled at me. haha. pass or fail shall be revealed when i followed the tester up to level 2. and the tester walked super fast. dun even noe when he went. so later found him in the room and i sat down. saw some ticks here and down. then he flipped behind and 14!!!!!!!!!!!

was super happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! faster hurry down to find my instructor. told him the good news. he told me the tester TAN CHENG KIAT everything wan fast fast and is quite strict. say bye bye to my instructor. i tell u i nearly cry la. seriously. i will not see him again. though he always scold me for not doing this or tat but hes super patient la. really nice instructor. i will miss him =((

calculated the whole driving license cost, around $1.2k. mum fork 400 i fork 800. am really proud for being a one time passer for basic theory, final theory and traffic police test. =))

aside of this happy event, i got one thing to worry. insurance. stupid me sign up for this insurance plan that cost me $140 per month. the cert came. dated 12 april and i only receive in today. although i got 14 days but now im left with 3 days to terminate the plan. but it makes things hard when the insurance agent turn out to be my bro's friend. shit! i need to settle this..

2008-04-20T18:32:00.002+08:00

grandma is not in a very good condition. i can only look at her helplessly when she stared back at me blankly.
get well ssoon ah ma..

practical test next wed. i seriously dun wan to spend another cent on driving. (ive spent near to $800 on that) yet with my current driving skill and road knowledge, i dun think i can drive safely on the road.

accounting lesson at LCCI is pretty good. the first stage is wat ive learnt during POA lessons in secondary school. friends have been telling me how boring accounting is but i kind of like it. i like figures. i love to count money =)

april 18. lassi's birthday!! haha. actually we dun know his exact birth date. but 18 april 2007 was the day he came to our house. its been one year. i love you so much boy. you have brought so much fun and joy to our family. you made my tiring day worthwhile whenever i see u greet me with that waggling tail. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LASSI!!

2008-04-08T23:34:00.004+08:00

i'm proud of myself!

DIPLOMA WITH MERIT=))

the $100+ slurge on CRAFT and a skirt today shall be a reward for me.

2008-03-09T22:24:00.023+08:00

its update time!! finally finished my last exam of my poly life. 3 years just passed like tat!!! have really noe good friends over there especially shauna oh liying and foo jingting. thank you girls for all the fun and joy during each day of school. u two have made my poly life worthwhile :))

have signed up for parttime accounting course so for another one year i will be working in library, tutoring and attending course. went out with "family" to celebrate my 20th birthday in advance last sat. thanks so much for the angbao and all the fun for the day. we have known each other since 2001 and now its 2008! really glad that we are still as united as before and i believe this friendship will never end:)

and koo yuk lum, i really love the album that u did for me. u noe i cant express myself well physically but emotionally im touched. thank you for spending your time doing this even though u were super busy. i love love you so much. see u later =)

went out with my two lovely babes just now. thanks for the Guess voucher babes. i bought 4 tops! money jus feel nth to me just now. haha. i just hope its only for tat limited period, if not i will be super broke but i still felt super happy!oh ya. went to catch Step Up just now. nice nice! jt was so emo during the movie. ahha. meet up soon again girls! probably on 31march. hahaa. all the best ar jt! u can do it!!!

and not forgetting this!! sweety shuling gave me this on the last exam/day of poly life! its really pretty, girl. we must still meet up =))

Last but not least! happy 20th birthday to me!

2008-02-16T00:32:00.006+08:00

I LOVE CNY!

2008-01-28T01:17:00.000+08:00

thanks pok for helping me to pick my first cap! pretty pretty. love it!

thanks ahluma for accompanying me until 6am at macs.=)

2008-01-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY

NEW YEAR!

i just wanna write sth here to mark this special day. haha.

new year, new resolutions.

im so looking foward to this beautiful 2008!!!!!

2007-12-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

RED AND GREEN! I JUST LOVE IT=) but most importantly i got them!!

2007-12-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

ahluma and chuluan!

joanne, a new pretty friend & yuheng.

our drinks.

birthday girl

its been so long so so long! hahah. i noe. some photos with justin and terence missing to start off my entry. went to celebrate ah luma birthday last fri. met up with her at vivo city.and then volunteer at SGH. then liquid kitchen with gang. nice nice. i think i got super bad taste. drinks i ordered always dun taaste nice la. timbre and liquid kitchen! boo!!!

slacked until 1am then reached my empty home. i was home alone from fri morning to sun night. whole family went to genting and casue of ENTRE proj i need to stay in singapore. i was scared initially but later on i was too tired to feel scared. haha. fri 1am plus then reached home. sat morning 9 left home for work. 10.30 then reached home with lassi. sun headed for work again at 9 then 1pm reached home.

having my 2 weeks term break now, but i will be super busy la. everyday i have sth on except for christmas! haha. casue library dun need go work, tutition dun need go. hmm.ah luma u wanna date me? if not i think i going dentist. haha.

anyway, i have started learning driving. coming 7 lessons this thurs. have quite a humorous instructor, but i think its cause he got a cute and funny student. hahaha. i was crapping inside the car la. like keep laughing. and hes quite lame actually. tats once he asked me not to stop near the traffic light casuse red light le. i asked him why. he said cause theres one guy leaning on the pole later the pole fall then hit his car. ZzzZZzzz.haha. but he certainly made driving fun!!

arrival of a pot of 1grand last las wed. cleared all my debts and managed to set aside some money for driving and money to slurge on some shopping sprees. heheh. cant wait for 1/1/2008. my library pay and few more weeks later will be my 2 tuition pay.

i need to get:

lenses
watch
jeans

oh ya. i think i realised a change after i switched to lenses.nobody asked me whether im singaporean. haha!! cause i look like singaorean now i guess. not CHINA ANYMORE!! hurray!!

okay. 2007 is coming to an end. summing up..

i quit cbtl after 2.5 years of working
i did stupid confession during IPP through Ebuddy
i switch to lenses
i start learning driving
i join ang mo kio library
i fall in love with VIVO night view
i start giving tuition
i have my LASSI! (just love him)

hmm.. tats all i think. shall edit when i think of more. next yr shall me a turnin point for me. graduating soon. i still dun noe whether i wanna go take ACCA in U or just a course outside. Uni will take up alot of my time. 3 years. deep consideration is needed for this.

and seriously i wanna learn Sign language la. but CC is taking too long. keep postponing the day cause not enough pple joining. argh! i think i have to spend more in taking class outside. i wanna master sign language! tats my second goal for 2008. first target get my driving license on april 23! hopefully.. =)

christmas is coming!! i cant wait. this year my family is having a christmas dinner and then will be going to jolene's house for party!! hehehe. i seriously trying to manage my heavy work schedule with my personal life and school for now.

2007-10-10T12:53:00.000+08:00

my handsome boy.

brilliant pics taken by my bro.

2007-10-02T19:42:00.000+08:00

7 years of friendship and still counting...

celebrated our 7th anniversary at vivo last wed. was suppose to go to sentosa but last min changed our mind cause we also dun noe what to do over there. haha. so decided to watch "joshua". before that we went to Giant to grab some tibits. had a great time over there. then suddenly got the craving for ice cream. haha. i went to search for spoons and then we bought a tub of chocolate ice cream. $1.20 for one spoon la. quite ex.

sat on a bench to eat. and the stupid ah lum ate a few spoons then dun wan already. in the end i have to finish up but its the first time i couldnt finish the ice cream infront of me! haha. got stomachach after eating. too much for one goal.

after the show, went to get the sausage buns and sat outside vivo, the view fronting the sentosa. haha. its always my favourite place since attachment. eat and talk. its really romantic place despite having the wrong person =P. haha. a memorable night.

weekends was really busy with sintua big day. helping out and everything. tired but all worth it. learnt so much stuff and really fun to hang out with the pple over there. was drained out on sunday. woke up at 8.30 then have to climb 13 storeys with heavy metal on my hand. reached home around 2. dun even have the energy to watch my CSI miami. slept from 3 to 8 then have dinner at MAcs with lassi. he drank coke!

currently addicted to ridge racer 2. break break break! break more records =)

2007-09-23T12:47:00.000+08:00

hi!!!!! its been a long long time. haha. today gonna marks the end of my 4th week of holiday and 7 more weeks to go! right now, i think i have fully utilized my whole 27 days of holidays. went prawning, fishing, ikea just for their ice-cream. super nice=)), ate many nice food, had 2 bbq. happy happy. in the past, my poly holidays had been easily taken up by coffee bean and since i had quit on march and my only commitment now is tutoring, i definitely have much more time for my own. but!!! im super broke! sucks. it definitely dun feel good with so much time to waste yet no money to spend.

went for library interview this wed. guess everything should be alright. got a book back to study regarding their system and now only waiting for their call for training. i need to work and earn money!!

FRIDAY! the day which i FELT like a rich KID. haha. went out with tung and CHANEL, LOUIS VUITTON, GUCCI, BURBERRY and TIFFANY &CO. hahaha. we went into these shops and can really see those rich tai-tai standing at the counter, looking at those really EX bags and wallets and one hand carrying their own branded bag. but still, i feel happy looking at pretty stuff. saw this really nice necklace at tiffany. wanted to ask the price, maybe can make me work towards the goal of owning one. so we wait and wait for the sales assistant to come and at the same time, tung saw the same design brooch made with wood at $2000++!!!!crap. the necklace still got diamond on it la. and another necklace beside it with diamonds too costs $4000 plus. haha. so we decided to forgo the idea of asking and left. 3000-4000 plus bucks on my neck.. hmmm. wait till i got 1 million then i can get used to the idea.

anyway, got the news just now that my 18 year old friend has just gave birth to a baby girl. haha. amazing. will be visiting her in a day or 2. rest well, girl!

2007-08-04T19:59:00.000+08:00

hes smiling,is he? =)

I THINK I'VE GOT THE CUTEST DOG! i love u lassi. ^.^

finally finished 5 of my projects in 3 weeks time. now left one. sat to tues was really stress.

sat 4.am -12noon

sun 4-7.30 am.

mon 3 plus to 6.30 am.
tues, zero hours of sleep!!

crap. i dun noe how i manage to survive. but suprisingly i managed to. and it will be exams 2 weeks later. and after that. the long await 2.5 months of holiday!! im seriously gonna enjoy myself!! i dun wan to spend my time working already. but at least giving tuition which is so much shorter and higher pay. i wanna go learn my driving and sign language. hopefully i can manage to master it. haha. i really wan to=)

2007-07-18T18:52:00.000+08:00

went to timbre last sat with ahluma, hq, chuluan, weishun and yuheng. i think i was drunk. haha. it was super fun!!!!!!! play games with them and i keep daring them to eat gross stuff. haha. i think they cant stand me. the place is kinda hard to find though. but nice place!! its always fun with them around! LOVE!

ahluma. i didnt get the sgh email lei. why ar? they always nvr send to me.

2007-07-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

sucks. ive never experience such fear before outside from a STRANGER. was going home ytd when i made eye contact with the black man. those typical black guy, bald, thick lips, tall. and he started talking to me. and the first qn he asked me was whethere im from china. for goodness sake! to all the people out there!!! im a true SINGAPOREAN!!! so many strangers talk to me, jus to ask me whether im a singaporean and whether im from china! arghh. i hate it! ok. then he asked where im going. i say home. and he asked me where i stay. i kept quiet, and he asked me why i so shy but then i told him even i tell u, u also wun noe the place. he is tall la. its so threatening.

he started talking to me from the somerset linkway shelter . actually i was with the other two colleagues of mine. but they walked infront of me so they did not realise that the black guy was talking to me until we reached the escalator. so i told them in chinese that i dun noe the guy and he kept talking to me. the guy then asked me "why are u talking to them in another language? what did u tell them?" crap. but i told him "i told them u keep talking to me". haha. i was brave i guess. then on the way to control station, he asked whats my name. i kept quiet again and he kept asking for it la. so i told him stephanie. and he actually say his sis name is stephanie too and he think its a sexy name. ok. watever. so i quicklly tapped my card and went down, hopefully to hop into any train that come by. but! both sides i need to wait 5-6 mins la.

so the aunties suggested that i sit between these guys on the platform thinking that he wun talk to me anymore. but... he acutally squatted infront of me!!!!!!! argh. i wanted to cry la. i was so afraid. casue i scared he might punched me or wat, given his size, i guess i will passed out after the punch. luckily one of my colleague told him not to disturb me. then he say," am i distubring u? if yes, i will leave" "ya, i dun feel comfortable talking to strangers" haha. and before he left, he still pat on my leg la luckily i wore jeans ytd. and say "shall see u around."

argh. i got so tensed up after that. keep looking behind on my way home whether he still behind me. im not going to keep a smile on my stupid face anymore. i seriously think he think im a china hooker la. asshole!

2007-06-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

last sat was really a memorable day!! met up with the gang with all the 10 peeps present. went to goodwood park hotel for dinner! not bad. haha. second time dining in a hotel. first time was with dad and sis. mum went taiwan back then so we three went to eat. hahaa. ate till 9 plus after tat we went to east coast.

terence drove us that with chu luan's dad lorry. 7 of us were sitting at the back. it was super fun la!! hair were blowing like mad. reached there around 12 am. and it was GHOST stories time. haha. the guys were sharing those ghost stories they heard from camp and soon it was 1! terence then sent each of us back home. we drove pass the ferris wheel thingy which is on construction. its mighty huge la! can imagine how pretty it will look with those lightings on it. im looking forward!

got lost on the way. drove to NUS and its really quite scary with us sitting at the back with no cover and past midnight. but luckily we still found our way home. reached home around 2.40am. haha. its really a enjoyable night! more outings, pls!!!

2007-06-18T00:34:00.000+08:00

im in love with my name. haha

2007-06-16T01:19:00.000+08:00

its been a while. haha. pple have been nagging me to update my blog. did i mention i got a dog?? haah. got to show u guys this!

thats what the fur of a dog can do. major transformation huh. haha. his name is lassi. hes 5 years old le. got it from my dad's friend. i jus love him more everyday i see him! ok. update more soon, hopefully!

2007-04-27T14:48:00.000+08:00

im here. blogging for the last time using Neptune orient lines's computer. argh. gotta be a emo day for me.

2 months and 3 weeks past like rocket. i can still remember the first i came in there. everything look so weird to me and pple look so unfriendly too. but now, i really dun feel like leaving.

i will miss...

--doing nth here
--blogging
--read blogs
--msn with luma
--looking out my window to the sea
--buying cheap tibits at warehouse shop
--tapping my card to come into my office
--"pressing" for milo at the pantry
--squeezing with office workers to get into the train every morning
--waking up 7.30am every weekday
--eating lunch at 12noon every weekday
--using com from 9-6 every weekday
--honey chicken rice with salad
--kokka noodle with sliced fish soup
--mixed fruits
--many many small little bits of memories...

~12/2/2007-27/4/2007~

2007-04-25T14:55:00.000+08:00

hey friends, I officially quitted coffee bean and tea leaf though it wasn't a pleasant leaving but it certainly did leave me some good memories.

Hmm. Lets start with the bad first so later I can cheer myself up with those good memories.

Bad

~I cut myself for like zillion times which left scars on my hand.

~I have to dress myself in that ugly apron, shirt and pants which made me look like some parapara dancer. Haha.

~I have to carry heavy stuffs which made my veins on my hands more obvious. Eek!

~I cannot make my nails.

~My handphone by a staff there which resulted me to part with my sims card for nearly a month!

~I have to bear with the mood swings from the managers.

~I have to bear with the bullshit and crap from them.

~I have to bear with the criticism from one of them when I think she seriously didn't take a look at her reflection in the mirror before saying it.

~Too many internal conflicts and backstabbing.

~Way to low pay.

~ need to bear with unreasonable customers tat demand so much thinking that we are well paid when we are obviously not!

Good

~I get to enjoy the water battle in the outlet and the toilets at taka basement 1.

~I get to see what ngee ann city looks like at 2 am.

~I get to go to taka’s rubbish dumping area which not all can go. Haha.

~I get to enjoy free drinks which I rarely ask for! I dun noe why. I only drank Malibu, sunrise, ice teas, honeydew, mango, pure vanilla and pure choc I think. Shit. Ive nvr try the mocha! Argh. Ok. Nvr mind.

~I get to learn more about coffee and tea.

~I get to noe the cleaners at taka. Haha. its so cool to say hello to them when u are in outside clothes.

~I get to talk to a lot a lot of angmohs.

~I get to noe regular customers. And u always feel happy when u can remember their order and give it to them before they can even order.

~I get to meet quite a few celebrities. Diana ser, james lye, dennis keller, Felicia chin, zoe tay’s husband and son, Jamie teo, Daniel ong, Fiona xie and some artists tat I dun noe their name.

~All because of my phone tat got stolen, I get to go to police headquaters to record my testimonial.

~I better understand the art of handling ridiculous customers.

~I learnt how to make hot and ice drinks. Its really a great sense of achievement.

~I learnt to do those cleaning, sweeping and mopping much faster and cleaner.

~I get to improve my communication skill when talking to those angmohs.

~I meet great friends over there.
- isma
- mardiyah
- hafizh
- ah wai
- faizal
- jati
- andi
- kevin
- boon
- rosalie
- razmi
- jeneline
- siti
- mani
- derrick
- windy
- shantelle
- carlos
- haslina
- alex
- nurul
- steven
- lee mei
- marcus
- chiew lee
- arche
- nadirah
- karen
- amit
- albert
- eric
- kenny
- junio
- tiong seng
- chiew lee
- Corrine
- Ching chuan
- eka
- adrian
- sulaiman
- nasri
- siva
- wan
- noreen

Some that are not mentioned are because I forget and some I dun even bother to mention casue they are not great. Anyway. I noe so many pple casue most of them came around 1 mth or so and they left. Haha. there should be more cause some I nvr even see them once and they left!

Hmm.. though seems tat there are much more good things in cbtl than bad. But some bad things can outweigh all the good points. And I think Ive learnt what I can learn in this 2 years and 5 months. i have been missing out alot eversince i start working over there. i need to get a life! haha. i wanna learn something! knitting maybe then go exercise, then go do some craft then go visit my relative.i dun wan to regret. i dun wan to spend my time working and working. Im jus 19! So im not going to find a job for now. I shall jus stick with my tuition.

Ps: hope u have made the right decision for yourself by not leaving. Since this is ur decision, the path that u wanna go for now, then I hope u will be happy over there. but bear in mind that u also have to tolerate those unhappy stuff that might occur cause that the path that u have chose. And if u really come to one point that u really cant work there anymore, then leave. It will do u good. Why stay there and keep hoping that they will change and be a better friend. take care ok? Though we will still meet up! Hugs!

in deep memories...15/12/2004-25/04/2007...

2007-04-16T14:31:00.000+08:00

Arr… im so bored over here. Level 16 is like some ghost town with less than 5 people on this level. And my lunch mate has finished his ipp last week and to make it worse, ah luma took leave today! Oh my. How am I going to survive for the 3 hours left. Bless me. anyway I did managed to survive through 9-3.

decided to come out with this, cause I really got nth to do! Except to write my attachment report

Some random facts about me:

---I was once a “yellow skin” baby.

---I weighed 4000g when I first cried.[ right now, I still cant find anyone that weighed heavier than me when they were first born. Haha]

---I knocked into the sharp edge of a lamppost when I was pri 1-2 which now left a scar on skin which is jus 1 cm away from my eyes]

---I fell down from monkey bar when I was pri 2. my head bled.

---I once liked green bean and tomato sauce to the max but now I hate them!

---I like bread with kaya.

---I like plain waffle.

---I dun noe how to swim.

---I dislike guys that use "sob","wor", and "sad face :(" in their conversation.

---I hate yoshinoya.

---I LOVE seaweed.

---Im allergic to alcoholic drinks.

---Im allergic to sotong balls.

---I think im allergic to medicine too, pills especially. [rashes will develop]

---I only had a handphone when I finished sec4.

---I LOVE white tigers!

---Im afraid of small animals crawling on me/my hand eg. Hamsters, tortoise, rabbit (is it small?, some can be big though. haha)

---I LOVE Chelsea

---I LOVE ice-cream

---I have nvr been in a relationship.

---I like jay chou

---I went to police station to record my testimonial.

---I had 2 mini operations when 2 lumps formed in my mouth.

---I witnessed a cat being ran over by cars repeatedly.

---I LOVE instant noodle but only MAGGI brand.

---I hate lizards and peppermint flavor ice cream.

---Coffee bean is my first part-time job and it lasts me for 2 years and 4 months and still counting…

---I dun eat beef & salmon.

---My NKF donation card got stolen in my pri school. all the money inside went missing. ateacher scolded me because i lost it.

---I have friends from 8 different countries. Austraila, China, Hong Kong, Indonesia, Korea, Malaysia, Nepal, Philippine

---My tongue bled when i tried to remove the super freezing ice-cream that sticked on it when i was pri 2.

2007-04-13T16:32:00.000+08:00

Now at level 16. the first day here. Have been located at level 21 because 16 is under renovation and so now its completed and we are here now. yesterday was packing my stuff into those boxes. Argh!! I miss 21. though the place and pple didnt start out to be nice but 2 months! I have been there 2 months. And the people are real nice when I get to noe them! Haha. I miss them. Bid goodbye to them yesterday, was feeling super emo partly because yesterday was the last day that I would be seeing my department’s colleagues and supervisor. They left for Oakland today. 1pm flight. Haiz.. and is for 2 weeks. They will be coming back to Singapore only on my last day. So I cant get to see them either. this storey is so empty!! 20 plus pple left for Oakland. but I get to use new table, chair, cupboard and drawer. Ahah. Nice nice. I like. Contradicting…

Ok. So yesterday went home early cause the movers need to move our stuff over to level 16 and with our com packed inside the boxes, we got nth to do. So get to leave early lor. The trip home was quite terrible. Super emo. And the worst thing was Im not going home. Im going for tuition. But it turned out not bad. Went to amk hub to have mos burger. Erm.. their customer service is abit.. how should I say, weird? Haha. three counters. The staff taking orders seem to have a long day. Their tone of voice sound really sleepy and dull. Is like some robot la.and their service is quite slow. Erm at least for those girls taking pple order. Really slow. If they were to come to cbtl, haha. I guess the queue will really goes to paragon le ( this is a inside joke, where cbtl staff will keep pressurize those doing cashier that their queue is at paragon le cause we are taka). And the ebi burger I ordered was like super shrunk in size!! Nearly half. wanted to have ice- cream to cheer myself up but couldn't find haha or maybe too lazy to find. But bought three boxers for15 bucks. Super cute! I like. Haha. tat cheered me up a little.

Was complaining to him yesterday how emo I felt after I left NOL and he asked whether need him to find me mah. And he called me to later to check whether im okay ma. hmm..he made my day with those simple words and actions. Thanks a lot! I really appreciate it =)

2007-04-10T10:39:00.000+08:00

i need to mention this....

i love my daddy and mummy!!!!!!

thanks for all the love and care u showered

and i noe it will be nvr ending!!!

im so proud to have them as my parents!

~LOVE~

2007-04-10T10:29:00.000+08:00

Liwen here has become a lobster since fri after the east coast park outing. Its so painful!!!!! My body was hot hot hot. Adjust to the lowest 18 degrees for my aircon and I still feel damn hot for the past few days. Went to work on sat. and on the way there, received quite a few stares from strangers. =(. When manager saw me at and my lobster’s face and arms. She asked me dun do cashier and service, she say I will scare away those handsome guys. Argh!!!! I was so red that I think I got skin disease myself. Haha. but theres one sweet customer who asked me whether I played golf the day before. Haha. I say I went cycling. He said “ ya. is nice”. Haha. maybe he jus wanna make me feel better. And I said is very painful. He asked me to put more lotion. Haha. customers do make my day!

oh ya. i must blogged abt this. MAN U lost!!! haha. wat a stupid own goal. but thanks ar. chelsea is going to catch up. though the remaining 6 opponents are quite tough. arr!! i cant wait for the chelsea vs man U match at stamford bridge. may 9 i think. go chelsea go!!

Hes still coming back to cbtl even for the fact that he had already resigned. I jus dun get it. And hes not coming in because he jus happen to past by but I think he purposely made the trip down at 8.30am!! crap.

2007-04-05T11:30:00.000+08:00

Was talking to ah luma tat day. She encouraged me to engage in some meaningful activities. And it seems that I am good for nth!! Seriously la.

In pri sch. Zhonghua Pri sch.All I can remember was I won the most courteous award and some trophies in running. The courteous award was a joke. My teacher nominated me and told me that he wrote in the form that I helped an elderly crossed the road which was obviously not true. [though I did help b4 ok? Haha] so during the interview, the interviewer asked me if on my birthday, someone gave me a present which I dun really like and when the person asked me whether I like the present ma what will I tell he/her? Haha. I think I say I will tell the person it's the thoughts that count. Okok. I was pri 5 then. And somehow or rather, Im quite confident that I can win that award.haha. and I did. I was the Most Courteous Student in the whole cohort. Haha. went to some hotel to watch some performance with my teacher. Then went back school to receive the award on stage. Hohoh.

Next. Start participating in sch track meet in pri 4 I think. And I like 100m, 200 and 4x100m the best! So during the heats, I know of this girl tat can run really fast, and during the finals, we were running for the same 200m event. and at that point of time, I really think I cant beat her though I did quite well for my heats. And soon, when we were running like mad to the finishing line, it rained. And I ran and ran and when I realized. I crossed the finishing line first! Haha. I was shocked! really shocked. it's a fierce competition and I won! And I seriously think it's the rain that helped me. and so joined track and field team after that. Trainings which caused some injuries that I will nvr forget. And going national track meets.the anxiety and tension. Oh my. Ok. So tats the summary of my pri sch life which I thought was the most memorable parts. Haha.

Sec sch. Deyi sec sch. Joined girl guides because I love their uniform! Learnt drills, songs, pitch tent, outdoor cooking, gadgets. Chop wood. Went for camps. Become a patrol leader. Plan weekly meeting, lead my patrol and stuff. I enjoyed preparing for the camp. Like who to bring wat and what my patrol want to cook during the outdoor cooking. Went for courses like anti drug course. First aid, civil defence,. Learn how to perform CPR. And its really great when u noe how to do it. Haha. but now forget lo. Then learn how to bandage different injuries, then how to operate a fire extinguisher, and I nearly put into good use when my house there got a mini fire that time, just a week after I attended the course. Ahha. Of course I didn't then.

Was involved in the moving of old to new campus. Sec 2 second semester. We had a grand march past to our new campus which is jus a 5 mins walk from our old one. New sch is nice. We have a different outlook as compared to other schools. We didn't paint our outer wall. It was bricks colour so somehow or rather, it looks like some college from other countries. Then participated in the national day march past. One from each uniform group. And suai suai me and only one patrol leader got marching background. And scissors, paper, stone! And its me! okok. So rehearsed for tat. And on that actual day! I got fever! Idiot. And we were expected to stand infront, of the flag pole when the fellow there was reading through the national day message from the blah blah blah minister. Ahha. I also dun noe who. And I was feeling really awful. I cant move and I was perspiring like mad. I nearly vomited. Control myself. and no choice I still have to cover my mouth with my hand when im not suppose to move! Haha. really no choice la. Then for like 30-40 mins later, we then marched off.

Cried in school for the first time. witness some canings on my friends in my class. We are asked to see the canings la. Idiot. Sicko. Was caught by discipline mistress once for my curtain hair before. Had this idiotic bio teacher tat like to wear long shirt and long long skirt. Like shes teaching in some -10 degrees country. There was once we had a extra lesson after school for bio. Then we decided to pon. I think all left. But in the end, the next day its those tat said “ why not lets leave” that were punished. I was angry la. Didn't they left too? so we went to apologise to that teacher. Hmm.. so everything was okay after that.

My class was caught by discipline master for having rubbish on the floor, we were asked to stay back after school and cleaned our class. Is really cleaning la. Removed all furniture then use the fire hose to wash. And the discipline master was saying he will ask one of us to lick the window panes to see whether its clean ma. Haha. but dun think he really ask any of us. cannot remember.

Get to know AH LUMA in deyi. Cannot forget the days when we sit at the stair case and sing jay songs. Buy fish/chicken burger and lemon tea. Gossip. Witness some stupid bullying by my class mate at my the other classmate also. Lame.
Had this book which served as our messenger book when we were separated in sec 3.

Went Malacca during sec 1 for some geo or history trip. nice nice nice. I always like those class outings where we can buy snacks and eat in the big bus. Laughed on the bus and did crazy stuff as a class.

Sat between tung and chin leng for sec 3 and 4. tats when I became for chatty and crazy. I was the one that helped tung to watch out for teachers while she slept in class. Was always doing stupid stuff in school. I love sec sch!

Poly. Nanyang polytechnic. Im a slacker. Didn't join any cca. jus purely tuts, lectures, eat and home. Haha. met shauna and xue li is the greatest joy over there. was in the same class with them in yr 1. then yr 2, we got separated. Me and shauna in the same class. Xue li in another. We turned mad in yr 2. me and shauna are really crazy pple. Have this handshake that is shared only between us. we always laugh like mad and I really cant imagine the days in school in yr 2 without seeing my dearest pok. We are like twins la. We are two lonely but really happy soul that are stucked to each other in campus. And now having attachment in NOL. Will be going back to school by end of april. Life of yr 3 by then. Hmm. Coming to attachment make me really noe how good it is to study. U only need to account to urself and ur parents when u are studying. But in working society, u need to report to ur boss la, ur boss’s boss la, ur colleagues la. Argh. There will be so many back stabbing in the real world. I loathe it! Im going to take a break after graduation and enjoy my life first.

Part time job. Coffee bean and tea leaf. Joined in the big family when I finished by Os. Dec 15 2004. so it has been 2 years and 3 months le and still counting. Happy and bad memories. Enjoyed the water war in outlet when the whole ngee ann city belongs to us. haha. was throwing ice, whipped cream, coffee extracts, cakes, eggs and more more more at each other. But theres also internal conflicts among staff, and so right now. many had quitted. More had come and left too. its really a tiring job. Had to make drinks, do cashier, do service, clean table, wash dishes, glasses, throw rubbish, sweep floor, mop floor and a lot of dirty stuff. Do cashier is always the most tiring job for me. Often met stupid customers.like they will ask whether is the ice- blended drinks sweetened? [ I think they jus trying to act pro with the word “ sweetened”], and order frappacunio[ dun noe who to pronounce but its for starbucks] when we are ice-blended[ cbtl] ., Chicago cheesecake they will pronounce as chi-cha-go. Oreo cheese cake, they will say olay cheese cake. They will ask why the coffee is watery.[my friend actually said because its liquid!] haha. they will have special requests sometimes tat really make u wanna box them.

But some are nice. And those majority that are nice are Eurasians. They appreciate ur help. They will thank u and smile. They will give u the money by 2 hands. And those small gestures really make ur day. Whereas some can come in with a super black face as if we owe them 1 million bucks. Last sat I was working. And theres this man who said ;” WHERES UR ICE WATER?!” I got a shocked la. Its actually over at the complimentary counter but I guess it run out. So I get him a cup. He didn't even say thank you or wat la. And left. And worse still, he jus came in for ice water. Didn't even order any drink or wat. Still dare to demand FREE ice water like a loan shark sia. Damn him, I hate stupid and rude customers. U all are jus coming in for the most 1 hr, cant u all be more polite and nice? We are there for like 8 hours or more. And if every customer can be more nice and polite, it will definitely make our day and we will treat u better! It's a win-win situation. And I always treat polite customers nicer. Haha.

Okay, tats my life. Actually haven talk about my childhood. Hmm. One day. I will blog about it. Haha. this entry will serve as a memory recovering tool if my stm really worsen and I cant remember anything. Which I think I will sooner or later.
Hmm. My life is quite pathetic. I really need to engage in sth meaningful. Im joining ah luma for some voluntary work on the last fri of this mth. Hoho. I WAN TO MAKE MYSELF USEFUL!!!

2007-04-04T16:32:00.000+08:00

Ok. After quite some time, im back. Went to catch 300 yesterday. Not as scary as I thought it would be. And I ordered nachos for the first time!! Haha. in the past, I also ate a few pieces from my friends and yesterday I finally ordered a whole plastic container for me!! jus me!! hoho. I didn't dip much cheese though. Im not fond of cheese. But Im getting use to it! =)

I have a really emo friend. a very very emo one. www.yl-jay.blogspot.com. I think the tears she shed for one day is equivalent to my one year’s tears. Haiz.. she showed me this girl’s blog. Really ke lian. And I wanted to be emotional and shed tears for the girl like wat my friend did. But I cant!! Idiot. I wan to cry!! I seriously think that crying make my vision clearer than ever. Haha. cry cry cry..

Im going east coast this fri! yippee!! Cycling! Need to exercise liao. Getting fatter over here at attachment. The 7 hours of sitting down infront of com is making my butt bigger and eye sight deteriorate. Arrr!!!!

“ theres a limit to how u treat a friend” ya, I get it. I noe! Im jus too demanding. U are doing very fine as a friend.

photos for the zoo trip.

2007-03-28T13:06:00.000+08:00

my profile..

You are longing for a little love and tenderness. At present you are feeling very sensitive and need a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. You don't need any further stresses, strains or arguments so take a deep breath and relax.

Now there are many things in life that you require as essential to your well-being but, try as you may, something always seems to be getting in your way. A word of advice - 'keep trying' and you may be pleasantly surprised to see just how matters turn out.

You are a very choosy person - demanding and exacting in your emotional demands and very particular in your choice of partner. You are self-sufficient and as a result of this overbearing nature you find it difficult to establish any depth of deep physical or mental involvement with members of the opposite sex.

You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

2007-03-21T13:09:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. have been reading my cousin’s blog lately. [hey jas. Believe it or not, I finished reading all ur entries in 1.5 hr! =)] anyway it suddenly struck me that isn’t it every girl’s dream to have a sweet bf that can read your mind( finish ur sentence before u could finish saying it) , be sensitive to your feelings, care for you, surprise you occasionally and stuff. Argh. When can I meet him? I still remember when I was in sec 3/4, I told my friends that I wanted to get married by the age of 22. crap! Im 19 already la. 3 more years left. For now, I will have to thank god if I can get off the shelves by 25. I dun noe why. But I wan to marry early. 23-26 will be a perfect age for me. I wan to share my life with someone I love. I wan to be a good house wife ( haha. its an excuse to stay at home. Casue I hate working!) but seriously isn’t that sweet to cook a scrumptious meal for ur hubby and wait for him to come home from work, then when he return, give a sweet hug and kiss and have our dinner.

Argh. I wan to have my own house. I wan to decorate and transforming it into our sweet hut. do my personal stuffs in the afternoon like meet up with my girlfriends, go facial, go exercise, go cookery lesson… then go home and clean and tidy the house and wait for him to return home. Ar! Perfect life! well, I always thought im those independent woman that dun need to depend on guys, earn and spend my own money. But I think as I grow older, things change. I wanna to be dependent on my husband. I dun wan to be that career minded. I wan to be a good wife and mummy =) But maybe also engage in tutoring to help out with the financial part? Ok. Tats imaginations. Pisces love to imagine, love to fantasize. But I really hope it will come true…

Anyway went to watch Stomp the yard yesterday, alone. haha. tats the second show I watched alone le. the show is great! Really cool “stepping”. 2 Thumbs up for that!

2007-03-19T15:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday’s night was a super super super super nervous one for me. my results. Seriously I dun have much confident in this exams. Finance was a killer. Efma was tough for me, though so many pple say its easy. I waited and waited for the clock to turn 12:00. pok was on msn too. We were really freaking out. Ok. Finally its 12:00!! when I was trying to log in, my friend told me his results. Distinction for finance! Crap. It got me more nervous. The system seemed lag during that period of time cause pple were all trying to log in at the same time! Arghhhhhh. My heartbeat was like beating to its max and will die on me any min. and finally I logged in. view results of all semester. And yes!!!!!!! No C. im happy. Though my gpa dropped by a fair bit but I swear to god that I didn't expect myself to do well for efma. I thought I might get a C or the most B plus. But……… I got a DISTINCTION!!!!! Hooray. I jus wanna share my happiness =) got 1A. 3Bs. 2B+. phew… finally heaved a sign of relief. No more worries for now.

this sat im going to zoo!! With ah lum. The last time I went was 1.5 yrs ago. I think my white tigers miss me. I love them! Pretty pretty cats. We have decided on what to bring what for the day and who to bring. Haha. sorry for bring so picky but I like bonjour bread! Haha. remember more ham ar.

2007-03-16T11:07:00.000+08:00

koo yuk lum is on leave again!!!!! argh. im left alone here again. yesterday went to register for driving basic theory test with yh. will be taking it on the 25th of may.hopefully i can clear it in one shot. working tml after that going my grandma's house! yeah!! can slack with my cousins! lovely.
jus let me cool down for a period of time and I’ll be okay. U cant possibly want me to talk you and pretend that we are jus pure friends when I actually have had feelings for u. when ive decided to ignore you for sometime and stop being that thick-skinned girl who keeps initiating conversation and acts like a clown, u come near. U called me and checked whether im ok. U talked to me FIRST in msn and asked whether im ok. So when I stop being that first-move girl, Im not okay? So when I stop being that chatty and crazy, im not okay? Im alright. When Ive really sorted out my feelings and stuff, I will continue to be that noisy girl who talks to u FIRST everytime casue right now, if I do tat I seriously dun noe when can i totally forget you. So jus bear with me for giving you cold shoulder. Im trying to find back the true me. thanks.

2007-03-15T11:49:00.000+08:00

did some personality tests.

You are White Chocolate

You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in.
Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you.
You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.
You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.
You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.
This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

You Should Be With an Earth Sign!

Your best match is a Taurus, Virgo, or Capricorn

Why? You like your guys to pamper, wine, and dine you
Not that you're a gold digger, you just like the finer things
An Earth Sign will go all out to woo you - and enjoy doing it
And you'll never find a more trustworthy or loyal match!

What Sign Should You Date?

You Are a Fierce Femme

You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right.
But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check.
In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it...
You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act!

How Daring Are You?

You Don't Need a Man ... or Want One!

Generally, you're very happy being a single woman.
And anyone who has a problem with that... well, that's there problem.
Not that you wouldn't share your life with the almost perfect guy.
You simply won't settle though. Your life is too good to share with some substandard man!

Do You Need a Man?

Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy

You're definitely a flirt - and a good one.
But you also know that you shouldn't make a move on any cute guy who passes by.
You save your seductive moves for someone who already knows the real you.
That way, your sex appeal is just part of the whole package.

Are You Easy?

Your Birthdate: March 12

You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone.
Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them.
Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

2007-03-15T10:58:00.000+08:00

Sianz! today koo yuk lum is on leave, ive got no one to chat with!!!! And to make things worse, Ive got nth to do! I dun have things to keep me occupied. Argh.. must self entertain myself. Im falling asleep…

What the heck. U noe im trying really hard to give up on you and there u are, telling me that u are meeting another girl today. what u expect me to say? Congrats? Hope u 2 can work out? Argh. I have been saying that 19 better be good for me cause 18 sucks! Basically for one particular reason because I know u and him. U 2 have turned my life upside down. If time could turn back, I really hope I wun get to meet u. haha.I guess I jus made a brilliant decision of the year, ive deleted all means of connection with u and him. Ha. I seem childish. But tats the only way I can get u 2 out of my life. Good luck to me.

Its jus excuses. Admit that u are timid. Admit that u are selfish. Admit that u are self-centered. Admit that u are indecisive. Admit that u are a insensitive creature. U are! Jus admit it.

U told me u are meeting her. U told me u have no ill-intention. I say u can give it a try. U said u think time isn’t right. communication is the barrier. I say good luck. And u asked whether im angry. Angry for? Angry that u told me, showed off to me that u are meeting another girl? Angry that u rejected me? sometimes I wonder whether u are really blur or act blur. U jus dun seem to be sensitive to pple’s feelings. U are living in ur world. With ur mum sheltering u. protecting u. u jus dun get it! But that's ur life anyway. U lead urs and I lead mine.

2007-03-14T12:54:00.000+08:00

You are the World

Completion, Good Reward.

The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.

The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2007-03-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

argh!! i dun feel good today!! i dun noe why. shit. i seldom feel this way. why why why. i feel like crying!!!!

2007-03-12T16:52:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday!! Happy birthday to me. happy birthday to me happy birthday to liwen. Happy birthday to me!!!!!!

thanks for ur blessings and wishes. im really touched. hope 19 will be better. i dun wan to do those stupid things i did when im 18. i hope i can be more matured and less irritating. i wanna be happy! and im trying to be. o ya. and good luck to my results. im getting it next mon. good luck to all my nyp friends too.

dozing off soon. 1 more hr and i will be meeting ah lu ma at vivo. argh. i cant wait. something to cheer me up after something stupid in the morning.

maybe i shouldnt be tat nosey. but im jus concerned, im jus trying to help. but guess im being too sensitive. maybe u are really alright. hmm.. i cant do anything but jus hope u will be okay.

2007-03-07T10:40:00.000+08:00

Im guilty. Im guilty for wasting my time on pple that I shouldn't be wasting on. And thanks to ah lum to make me realize how childish and stupid I have been these few months.

I seriously have gotten over tat issue but yet I dun noe why his presence, actions and thinking affect me so much. i keep assuring shantelle tat I no longer dislike him but I cant do it. Honestly. I kept picking on him, all his bad points jus seem to magnify 100 times whenever I see him. Sometimes I jus wish that I dun get to see him ever again.

He knew I liked kn. He asked kn why keep it from him. I dun think theres a need for u to noe. It doesn't concern u anyway. Haha. ok. Here I am, picking on him again. I cant help it. Whenever I knew of the things or stuff he did, I will sure comment on it. I need to get away from this stupid shit.

I got better things to do, I got much much better friends to care for, I got a lot of goodies waiting for me to eat, I got my little white (mp3) to accompany me, I got my tv shows to see so why am I caring so much for what he said, what he did, and what he think.

Liwen is stopping this! Hoho. so shantelle and eric, pls dun tell me anything abt him unless u wan me to keep ranting on how sucky he is. Haha. thx.

Liwen is a happy girl!

2007-02-28T17:12:00.000+08:00

im so happy! 100 stones thrown away from me le. i told him I like him le.

below the confession content (I wrote in MS word then copy and paste to him):

Hmm. Ok. If u dun noe the person is u then I dun noe what to say le. Its obvious isn’t it? Ok. I like u. 2 months ago maybe. I dun noe why la. i jus like u. its like I always feel happy talking to u be it on the phone or face to face, playing reversi with u and stuff. But when I wanted to noe u better, u made me think that u dun wanna talk to me or in other words dun bother to reply me. Yepp. I really feel tat way.

And after much consideration and advises from friends, im trying hard to give up on u now. ha. Dun noe why i wanted to tell u this but I jus feel that I want u to know how I really feel since u ask me why am I mad at u. oh yah. Im mad at u at times when u acted so blur! I wanna murder u la. U made me think that im liking a wall. dun even noe I like you, dun bother to talk me, and ignore me. And sometimes u treat me so warm and sometimes so cold that made me dun noe what u really wan.

So ya. maybe u wanna to tell me straight and ask me to stop what im doing. Or dun treat me whatever u wan, u feel like. I jus wan u to tell me straight. But if u choose to avoid me, then its okay. I will be more than happy so that I will not give myself false hope. =)

At first he started giving excuses of why he didn't reply me for these FEW DAYS. Like what his com spoiled la, a lot of projects la and stuff. So I dragged him to the right path. Asking what he really feel about me. haha. and finally, he understand! He said he treated me as a good friend like his guy friends. And he keep saying sorry, saying he didn't expressed himself clearly. He say he treat all pple the same and wun intend to get a gf now. he was quite worried that I will treat him differently after what he told me cause he experienced it before. But honestly im okay. Seriously. Maybe because im giving up on him le, feelings aren’t that strong as before. Yepp. I feel happy actually. At least he noe. Didn't make me feel like a idiot liking him all this while. And liwen is moving on. Liwen is happy now. .im saying this for the fifth time I think including those to my friends, im getting my VISION M!! yippee!!!

I luv my life now. with supporting and trustworthy friends, caring parents, lame and funny siblings, nice house location( haha. im lame), warm home, new hp, big workplace now, really comfortable bed, new VISION M and no burden!!! hohohohoho…

PS: eric, really thx for ur motivation. I really wun dare do it without u. thx for giving me good advise too! I really appreciate it. Will definitely treasure our friendship. Hope ur wish comes true =)

Ps: ah lum, bear with the shit la. Haha. see, pple noe how shitty she is so dun waste ur time angry with her. Not worth it. Spend ur time to talk to me =)

Ps: pok pok! Thx for yesterday! The long tiring day of work dun seem to even happen when I met you. U made me laugh like crazy and its always a joy talking to u. dreamgirls next week? Yep yep. We must! We need to! Im missing u already. =0)

Ps: tung! This sun right? haha. so long nvr see u liao la and when im seeing u on sun, u will be leaving the next day for HK!!! Argh! I wanna go, I wanna go!! Take good care of urself there ok? U miss me. haha. I think I wrote it in few entries back then u will miss a lot of me. haha. have a safe trip there ar. See u on sun!!

2007-02-28T14:33:00.000+08:00

Ok. Ive decided to get the vision M as my birthday gift. Hoho. Im a IT savvy girl like what shauna say. Im cant wait!! Ah lum is accompanying me to get one. White, I think, black scratches too easily and I see reviews that u need to get a case as soon as u get one casue it really scratches too easily.

Anyway, I had a dream yesterday. I think it happened because dear shauna oh liying mentioned his name yesterday when we met. argh.. it was stupid but kinda sweet. I actually dun mind wasting my precious time dreaming. But once is enough!! No more tat. I will die when I see him in real life. Dreams sometimes make me confused…but when I woke up today, I actually wanted to get back to sleep immediately so to continue the dream. It wun hurt to have some nice fantasy infrequently right? haha.ok. im contradicting.

O shit. When Im typing this.. im in the midst of telling kn I LIKED him since im giving up. A rejection by him should heal me faster right? ok. Im going to tell him. But his reply is super slow la. Omg. Im waiting anxiously. This shall keep me awake until 6. and vision m, here I come!!!

2007-02-26T10:56:00.000+08:00

Sucks! The microSD card that I bought online caused my phone to keep restarting!!! Im so pissed. Hmm. Anyway should I buy Zen Vision M? haha. now got sales $399 up:499. 30Gb. Think will be buying. Wanted to see how my bank acct looks like with no money in it. Haha. hopefully my attachment’s pay and my pay from partime job will help. My acct will deduct 2 dollars if the balance falls below 500. I, chen liwen,hereby promised that I wun be buying anything more than 30 bucks until my bank acct hit 800! Ive been spending like siao tis mth. CNY clothes. Formal wear. Handphone and with the zen vision M, it nearly hit 1k la. Seriously. I NEED TO SAVE FOR MY VACATION!

I worked mon to sun last week. Mon to fri attachement, sat and sun part-time job. This is nuts. I worked up 7.30 everyday la And wats more, this week will also be the same. but luckily sat is only 9-2. cause im going to my uncle’s house. Which means GAMLING time. Haha.

CARLING CUP yesterday. Asernal vs Chelsea. 1-2. yeah!! But kinda sad cause terry suffered quite a serious injury. Kanna hit on the face and fainted. He was carried out by stretcher. A bad start of the year for him indeed. Previous match jus injured himself and yet, miraculously recover and now.. but luckily he did headed back for celebration. Phew. I thought he will miss more matches . Chelsea’s defense sucks without him. Way to go Mr. Chelsea!

2007-02-23T17:01:00.000+08:00

Liwen should be hanged. For being so irritating, stupid, thick-skin, bhb and lame. Urgh! Why am I doing all these jus to please people??? Why why why???? Why do I need to please those shit when I dun even noe them tat well? Im acting like a clown. Im tired. Seriously. Is so tired to be always the one giving.im hating it.

anyway talking about happy stuff. Haha. my dear ah lum wanted me to stop talking abt my work stuff but her. How good and clever she is. And I say I can finish the entry with 2 sentences. Haha.

1) yuk lum is my friend and she is a girl.
2) she lives at amk and is currently working with some shit.

After reading it, shes still not satisfied and so…
-----Yuk lum is clever. She can recite the ABC in five mins. She can spell photosynthesis.

Hahah. But she counter-attack,
-----Liwen is dumb. Although she can recite the ABC in five mins, she cant spell photophosphorylation.

Hmm. Tats my friend. my beloved friend. know her since sec1. same class. Not tat close at first but after that also dun noe why become close. And jay chou makes us closer!! Haha. we will hide one corner at a deserted staircase and sing his songs. Sec 3, we got separated. She went into the first class. But luckily we were on the same level and we also had this book which served as our communication tool that we will exchange every 2-4 days. Dun wish to admit but she is clever. Clever than me by a bit only though. haha. she can watch tv, go out, serve net like nobody business and still score well in those tests and exams. But god is fair. Though shes clever but shes weak. Really weak. Im acting like her bf la. Always help her carry stuff and even her CPU from her house to my dad’s shop. Haiz. Where to find this kind of good friend like me? Ah lum, must treasure me ar. Haha.

We can talk anything under the sun when we meet, and even suan each other at times. But maybe tats wat true friendship is. We wun be offended. NEVER. But infact, we enjoy it. Haha. though she sometimes can be quite irritating, I still find her quite “cute”. =)
Hmm really have to thank her for keep asking me out. Haha. cause I seldom volunteer in organizing outings and if not for her, I doubt we can still be close like before.

Also I need to thank u for all ur advises. Though some not very constructive but still, it shows that u care. Haha. seriously. I will always remember our friendship days and of course U. thanks for accompanying me this 6 years. Love u lots!

Ps: happy working with that shit. Haha.

2007-02-23T13:00:00.000+08:00

I went for the celebration. I didn't want to actually. But clever eric actually said if I dun go, he dun go. And so I WENT.

Went to catch GHOST RIDER. It was nice! I like those graphics and effects. Awesome. But it will be better if I dun sit in between them. Too much extra sound effects from them which DOESN'T make sense at all. Its quite of irritating. Cant pple jus shut up and watch a show. One of them was like replying what the casts said. Stupid.

Apart from the good movie, the outing yesterday was kind of sucks. Reached there and say HELLO, they were getting tix already. then went to foodcourt to eat. Then went up, just in time for movie. 2.5 hrs in the theatre. Then BYE! Lol. Is this suppose to be a celebration for someone’s birthday or just a after-work relaxation for those 2. I think only them manage to get something out from the outing, I think the rest treated it as a wasted trip. ME SPECIALLY!

I dun like big groups outing, especially with them. [But there is a exception for my dearie sec friends, 10 people including me, though I seldom meet them, but every outing seems to be meaningful. We talked, we strengthen the bond, we have fun. These should be the objectives of every outing.]hmm.. I think is GENERATION GAP. For me, I think we meet up to get closer with one another, have fun with one another, do stupid yet enjoyable things. But women at 30+ think otherwise, they make it like any other normal day. They get what they wanted and leave. They are not willing to spend their “precious” time together, jus to sit down and talk. They come for the sake of coming. Urgh! They jus do things different from US! Young people who are only 19 or 20. generation gap indeed.

About kn, I saw him yesterday. He’s the birthday boy. Oh ya. I sent him a birthday msg on 22/2/2007 12:00am. But he didn't reply. Is pple suppose to reply a birthday msg? urgh. But it gives me a clearer picture of what I should really do. Anyway, saw him yesterday. spoke to him 4 times.

1) happy birthday
2) sorry [when I knocked onto him]
3) im going home [he asked me where am I going cause I took the other side of the train from what I usually take
4) this is the train[ tats what I replied him].

Haha. how nice.

I feel worthy once again! Haha. I got work to do! Yippee! I think im nuts

Anyway shantelle, I really appreciate your effort trying to get everybody down yesterday. U are always the only one who is willing to do that. I hope today will be great! 3 of us, what can seriously go wrong? Haha. I cant wait for those eating, chatting, gossiping, moon-tanning session. See ya later girl!

2007-02-22T11:54:00.000+08:00

Im back! Hows everyone's Lunar New year? Mine was great. Though the atmosphere seems to be lacking and lacking each year but I still enjoyed gambling, eating, drinking, collecting ang bao, dolling up and lots more!!!

Talking abt gambling. I gambled till 2.30 am last night with my bro, sis and bro gf. Lol. Winning own pple money. But it was fun. And u can only see this rare scene when my parents are NOT IN SINGAPORE! Haha. they went Malaysia for 2 days. Havoc sia for us. And albert happily asked me to wake him up for soccer match at 3.30 and I stupidly woke him up. This morning, he smsed me and say he was kidding! Wat the heck. I spent 10 mins trying real hard to open my eyes to msg him twice to wake him up and he say he was kidding! Nice! Haha. was really lacking of sleep.

Last fri talked on the phone with shantelle and eric, [oh ya. thx eric for ur advise. I really appreciated it. =) ] until 3 am. And 8am, my phone rang! My manger called. Im supposed to work at 8 la. Haha. rushed there and reached around 8.40 am. Luckily until 3pm only. Sat night went to temple to pray, a regular routine every year. sun woke up early to help tidy the house abit, iron clothes and stuff. Then 11.30, off we go! Went to my grandma’s place [dad side]. My first gambling of the year. Haha. I think only managed to earn 1 bucks or so? Haha, didn't count.

Stayed there till 3 plus and proceeded to my mum’s parents house. Took family photos and gambled again! Haha. won a few bucks. Played dai tee. Ate dinner over there, then 7 plus proceeded to my parents’ friends house. And GAMBLED AGAIN! I played with 3 aunties la. Lar bi. Haha. heard b4? Its mostly played among uncles and aunties. But I super lilke the game. if suay, one match can lose max 7.50 and surprisingly I won quite a few bucks. Haha, reached home around 1.

my grandpa,grandma, uncles, aunties, cousins.

Mon. chu er. Went house visiting again. But a short one as my parents’ friends coming over for dinner. And of course I gambled with them again! Lost quite a lot that night. Im really becoming a gambling addict. Haha.

Tues. chu san. Slacking at home. Went heartland to get formal for attachment and magi mee for dinner. Haha. instant mee to others is the last resort when u got nth to eat but for my family, instant mee is a luxury! Haha. casue my mum dun really like us eating instant noodles so seldom buy or forbid us from eating. Anyway, she cooks almost every meal also dun chance to eat and so, it made us crave for it. Curry noodles with egg and ham! Omg!! Yummy yummy =)

Wed. woke up at 7.30 for work. And finally, I feel useful. Supervisor gave us stuff to do! Haha. times flew like rocket when u got stuff to do. Happy happy. And so went home, my kind bro left me one slice of pizza and 2 drumlets. Haha. and tats my dinner! And of course with some ba gua and pineapple tarts too. Haha. CNY is making pple fat. Then gambled and gambled. But I still do house chores ok? Haha. I washed, folded, hanged and iron clothes hor. Dun play play. I still fed fishes and watered plants. Haha. quoting from my bro and sis. “liwen is the queen when my parents are not at home” haha. yepp. I ruled the pple in my house. But, this ruler, is not efficient herself actually. Haha liwen rock.

2007-02-16T13:56:00.000+08:00

A NEW JOURNEY

How much do we really know of the powerful magic it possess,
So much so that we actually forget,

what it initially means.
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It can be painful if it isn’t what u hope to receive,
Live with it and proceed on,
maybe the best thing that your God want you to be.
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It might be long and tough for u to forget,
But believe me that it's the ending that your God want you to see,
Being with someone that u should deserve better to be with.
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No matter how long it will take,
Forgetting someone that u shouldn't like,
Is what u should be doing.
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You can deserve so much more,
With someone that truly appreciate,
Appreciate your presence and all of your doings.
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Be brave to start forgetting,
And start a new life that is worth you trusting,
It might brings you colours and rainbow that you longed to see.
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Take a deep breath,

and start your new journey,
A journey that make u realize another meaning of living.
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Mesina Chen

2007-02-16T11:20:00.000+08:00

i can't say a thing to change the way you feel,

you like him, but you cannot tell.

you choose not to too.

but allowing yourself to sink deeper isn't really a great idea,

now know what i was like by looking at you.so so silly.

it's you who's gonna get hurt.

but who can resist him?

sucha innocent and adorable guy.

maybe if the feelings are strong enough it can last for years,

or maybe fate will be just kind enough?

and end your misery?

after NS?

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from shantelle

2007-02-16T10:37:00.000+08:00

i dun even have the mood to update happy things since it doesn't matter anymore. Its really tiring to like someone who is so insensitive and “stupid”. We were playing Truth or Dare yesterday. And of course, they starting questioning me who I like. But I forbid them from asking. But they still managed to think of different ways to ask me. Like those that I like, is there anyone they noe. Haha. Ok. I said ya. 1. and the surname is it start with A? nope. Then it left with 3 among them. And then is it start with a L? omg. This question will eliminate the one of them which made it left with 2. but I guess is obvious that pple will noe I like kn because the other guy is a "not good guy". Yup. And the previous night I even told kn that I hated the "not good guy. And so the other L will be him. but I seriously doubt the fact that he noe is him. Omg!!

And during the game, they asked him whether he got any new target. He said he will wait after army. Ok. Nice! CHEN LIWEN, u seriously need to dip urself in chocolate fondue in a bathtub and WAKE UP!! Im wasting my time liking him, making first moves, smsing him, thinking of him, missing him and blah blah. Hmm. Maybe by thinking of his bad things, I will forget him faster? Haha.

Here it goes [we shall see how long will it be though I only noe him for 4 mths]

1. he is timid.[ a boo! from behind can scare him already]

2. he got height phobia [though hes 182 cm.]

3. he is not enthusiastic [ he will somehow or rather dun join in any water war at workplace]

4. he is sensitive at the wrong stuff [how pple feel abt him really matter to him a lot. And thus it always come to his mind that pple might be angry with him which is not the fact and thus he will always ask pple whether they are angry with him]

5. hes not really that gentleman

6. he dun dare to eat chilli[ haha. though I noe really can take hot. But guys should be able to right?]

7. he dun really noe how to swim[ I cant swim too!! =)]

8. hes quite a mommy boy [it can be irritating sometimes]

9. he likes to sleep

10. he likes to game

11. HES JUST NOT RIGHT FOR ME!!

Ok. This will be good enough le I guess.

Ps: shantelle. I told u I brought the postcard along right? haha. I cant stand it le. I put back in the envelope and now its in my drawer. Anyway, really thx for ur tortoise ar. It's a gift from YOU and not one to remind abt HIM.

Anyway, yesterday was really fun with 5 of us sitting by the river and talking. Nice! I want some more outings without those 2 ugly creatures!

This is my 100th post!! Hooray!!

2007-02-16T10:28:00.001+08:00

FUN FUN FUN! Haha. That's the only 3 words I can used to describe yesterday outing. I guess everything will be nice and sweet if the 2 old hag didn't tag along.

Before all the happy stuff, let me vent my anger on things im seriously pissed off with. So yesterday when I reached vivo, I called shantelle to check where she was. And.. guess what she told me. The both hags[ ok. They are the 2 sucky managers that I mentioned in my past entry] said that there is sth going on with me and 2 of those guys that worked there too.

haha. I guess this is making pple confused. Ok. So the tortoise that I mentioned all along and the “he” in the yesterday’s entry is the same guy.[ ive got feelings for him. Haha. And his name is kn. Erm to prevent confusion casue he actually got the same name as my eye candy in school.he shall be named kn, his Chinese name]

and so those 2 hags thought there is sth going on with me and the 2 guys,one of them is kn. And the other one is albert. Is so lame la. A chocolate for albert to cheer him up[he jus broke off with his gf not long ago] means we got affair or some shit. These 2 hags are seriously immature and stupid. If a choc can proves anything, then all those flirting, going out for dinner and supper, smsing.. shows?? u these 2 hags might elope with them in any moment? Jus a present for a friend can be interpreted as that. however this will be ok if my other friends say it, but it is definitely not when it came out from their mouth cause they are not in the position or whatsoever to say it!!

So what if u hags are right about kn, I mean is one-sided love though. So what IF there is really sth going on between me and him? U two cant blame us for being YOUNG and NOT MARRIED!!
And yesterday, kn said that one of the hag actually msged him ask him why I asked him out and he didn't invite her along for the outing? Omg. Pple can really be that ‘forgetful’ to the extent that they forgot who are the ones that first started not calling the whole group out for outings. U cant expect ME to call u two out when u two are not doing that in the first place. so.. it will be an eye for an eye and at least I wun be so thick-skinned to actually even asked why are u all not doing so. Haiz. Maybe women ABOVE 30 will have thicker skin than ladies BELOW 20. oops. Then I cant blame u two for being that thick-skinned le.

So yesterday, we got gifts for kn. His birthday is coming. Next thurs. i DIY sth.[ haha. Pok, im artistic right? Thx to u. ur introduction to ur friend,ART. Haha] and so shantelle and both managers also got him sth. And on top of that, that B manager actually wanted shantelle to do sth extra. She asked shantelle to write him a love letter! A confession letter! And signed off as B manager. Doing stupid things like this when she is actually married and kn actually got a crush for her before!!!!!!! What if kn thought he stand a chance? U will accept him? A 19 yr old boy for u this 30 year old woman. How nice. Anyway, when I saw the way kn read the letter, he seemed happy. haha. I dun think he expect a 30 yr old woman to fall for him right?.

Hmm. I guess guys and girls will have different treatment. Girls will definitely treat guys better right? I was thinking, I will be working next sat. and if they really question me why I didn't ask them along for yesterday’s dinner. Hoho. Dun blame me for being frank [frank lampard!! Haha. Ok. No link]. But I guess I will tell them off straight in their face. And maybe! Bye. Haha. hmm.. What is holding me back from quitting and endured for these 2 years and 2 months is the pple. The pay is way too pathetic to hold me back and since now, the pple sucks more than I can imagine then I might as well leave. And this issue might be a good time to shoo. Omg. The more I think of their doings, the more I feel like slapping them.. urgh!!!!

PS: we played Truth or Dare yesterday. we asked him whether he really got feelings for manager B which i thought he had. he said no. will he lie?

2007-02-15T15:03:00.000+08:00

CHOOSE TO BELIEVE

love is there,
unknowingly it seems to be ,
trying to be what it suppose to be.
It can be fatal,

it can be addictive.
Once u realized its presence, theres nth else u will believe.

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U try to win, win the fact that it does not exist,
It doesn't help but make u want to retreat.
Its something u cant fight but to willing accept it,
Because it can bring u joy and tears that u can nvr imagine.
Being nice and good is not what it suppose to mean,
It's the feelings towards him that u will fall for it.

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It jus happen and may not be what u think should be,
It all happens for a reason,

and so gradually accept it.
Although u might not receive what u should be getting,
Yet do believe that,
Sacrificing is what love should meant to be.

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It might be long battle that might cause u to lose everything,
Nevertheless it can be rewarding,

if u choose the right one to believe.
love should be sweet, bitter, sour and hot,
because what it is doing,

is to spice up ur ordinary belief.

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Mesina Chen

2007-02-15T09:56:00.000+08:00

morning!! Time to blog again. Haha. It's the 4th day le!! Ok. At least today theres sth im looking forward to. The dinner with him!! And our friends!

Wait.. back to yesterday.the movie. Erm. Haha. Ok. Not bad though. but I hate show without subtitles! Really need to figure out what they trying to say. English not that pro ma. But luckily with a C6 in English, I still manage to get more than ¾ of the show ba. Haha. It was jus fun going out with ah lum. I can say anything I wan. Haha. Not afraid that she will be angry or wat. Even things that will offend her! Where do find this kind of friends! Haha. Remember to ask ur mum for the ang bao ar.[ I dun wan to make a trip to ur house =p]

my phone went dead 15 mins before knockoff la! I was happily msging him at that point of time. Was arguing who will regret if we dun turn up for today dinner. So only replied him when I reached home and charge my batt. But in the end he called me back!! Haha. When I see the missed call I still though is shantelle la casue infront no. roughly the same. So I called back, asking for shantelle. I think I spoke quite softly and his sis was like saying who? My bro ar? [haha. Of course not my bro la. But to protect his identity.. haha. She said her bro name]. then I was like.. ya! haha.

So ma lu la. Luckily I didn't keep repeating shantelle name. so we chatted on the phone for 1 hr plus. Talking to him really made me laugh like bad though I was super tired already. He agreed that if by 25, I still left on the shelf I can go and look for him. Haha. 6 more years. Anyway, talking about marriage. Somehow or rather, I think its so difficult to maintain a marriage. I believe that there must be love in order for the marriage to carry on. And! How to like someone for 30 years, 40 years, 50 years?

There ought to be at some point of time, u are tired of him, angry of him, irritated by him and stuff. So how? Try to settle I guess. but there must be feelings to stay together and feelings is perishable! Hmm.. maybe pple really in love can figure a way out to contine love, like, protect, care and forgive each other. Anyway, he mentioned that he wun look for a partner now. probably after NS. He said its too tiring and difficult to maintain a relationship during that period when there will be so little meet ups and quarrels bound to arise. But doesn't heart grow founder because of distance? I seriously think that NS is a time to test the relationship and if couple can overcome that, the road that lies infront of them will definitely be smoother…

I was telling him that hes too pampered. Haha. He agreed though. he said that pple are willing to pamper him. But he said that he did pampered pple also and that's his ex. Haha. Ok. Its so surprise la. I couldn't really picture him doing all those stupid things to cheer a girl up when shes angry. But I suppose guys will do anything for the girl even it's the most stupid things on earth if he really love her. Girls too right? Haha. Love is indeed powerful. It gives pple strength to do all those crazy and stupid stuff!

Sometimes, I wanted so much to do some sweet stuff for guy I like. Cook for him la, clean his room la , wash his clothes la. Oh no wait! That's chores! A wife needs to do all those. Haha. But if its for pple u love and care abt, I think I dun mind spending my precious time doing all those.
Anyway, for now. I think i wun confess. Friends is better or should say one sided love. Haha. U have more freedom. And if suddenly another better guy appear! Haha. Why not? Since u noe u cant expect anything from him. Ok. I admit im a flirt! Haha. Ah lum and pok say so too. That's my hobby, my professional. Haha

2 meanings

Flirt (noun) = a seductive woman who uses her sex appeal to exploit men /playful behavior intended to arouse sexual interest

Flirt (verb) = talk or behave amorously, without serious intentions / behave carelessly or indifferently

2007-02-14T14:17:00.000+08:00

Quiet Admiration

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My soul forms the words,
My heart ensnares them,
Locking them in its warm chambers,
My mind knows these words,
And my fingers write these words,
Yet my lips,
The dastardly things
They find no valor,
And can not form the words.

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How is it that I can feel these words,
With so much hope and admiration
Just for you,
Yet my lips can not speak them
To tell you
Of your shy smile
And your crystal eyes?
I am enamored by you,
By your words and your laughter.

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You leave me breathless,
As the air leaps out of my mouth,
Twirling and bowing to your charms,
Enchanted by your congeniality.
Your face is imprinted in my mind
Never leaving,
Never fading.
Your smile warming my heart,
And your eyes entrancing my soul.

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I wish I could form my feelings
Into articulate words
Of love and wonder
And tell you of my feelings,
Let you know of my aspiration
To be held securely in your arms,
Where I long to be,
Sitting serenely with you,
Basking in the sweet resonance of stillness.

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But I know that wish is unattainable,
Far out of my reach,
Yet I admire you still,
Yearning that one day you'll notice me
As more than just a girl
But as a young woman
Whose heart you've whisked away
Into the perpetual sky,
Floating along the clouds.

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And everyday I linger
Hoping for some acknowledgment,
A fleeting look or a petite hello.
Perhaps to even hear you speak my name
Would bring warmth to my heart
And joy to my days
As I wait for you to discern

That I, quietly,Admire you.

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- Kate Dowd -

2007-02-14T10:10:00.000+08:00

Happy valentine’s day!! A day to express my love to pple around me

To dad & mum: thx for continue loving me despite all my nonsense. Thx for being such a concerned and caring parents. Though I seldom say this.. but I LOVE YOU!

To sis: yoz! Sometimes u do get onto my nerve but still u have been such a wonderful sis by buying clothes which I can wear too! Can a bf soon too so that he can stop all ur nonsense [or even make things worse]. Jia you for ur exams though u will see me enjoying during CNY while u burying under books.

To bro: u have been quite a unusual bro but still thanks so much for all ur help in those com stuff. Its really amazing seeing how u handle those things like reciting ABC. Anyway, work hard in ur job and drive slowly and safely!!

To shauna aka pok: urgh. It has been 5 days since I last saw you. Anyway regarding what u told me yesterday, u two seems to have CONNECTION ar. Haha. Haiz.. pple can make u talk for so long lei but with me, u are only TIRED! Haha. Not to that extent but ya.. he jus got the power to make u talk and talk, laugh and laugh, walk and walk. Haha. Anyway, ur job seems to be fun la. Seriously. At least theres things to do! Here?U can see the no. of entry I wrote per day. But I noe its stressful so u must really jia you. Jus keep in mind that one day, elvin might appear and u wan to show him what u can do! Haha. Take care babe. I miss you lots!

To lum: lol.whats more to say to you. You have been the bestest friend ever since 6 yrs ago! Ur crap, ur weak body [always ask me help u carry things =p],ur voice, ur songs, ur nonsense and more more more. But I jus cant get enough of u! and we meeting later. Haha. U must be honoured lei. I got so many dates la but push them away because of u. haha. Kidding! Anyway lil children [m18 with some sexual content]!! I jus cant wait…

To tung: im jealous!!!!!!! U going back to hk next month la!! Urgh! That heavenly place with cute guys, nice shopping places, nice food, nice weather, everything nice is over there la. But I noe u sure going to miss me. Miss me snatching ur blanket, miss me shouting in the middle of the night, miss me kicking you, miss me spreading germs to u which made u sick, miss my nonsense, miss my lameness and everything abt me!! Haha. But anyway, jia you for ur exams ar! U can do it!! U are the mighty tung tung. Regarding him, erm. I noe I cannot give good advise but still.. let time proves everything. I guess he will understand everything when time is ripe. Dun be too upset over him. show me ur smilely and pretty face =) I always be there for u when u need me.

To all nyp friends: im seriously miss all of ur friendliness now. pple arent that friendly in the society,I guess. School is so much more fun. I miss you guys!! Have a memorable valentine’s day!!

To shantelle: shantelle!! We are meeting tml also! Haha. Cant wait to see u. try to forget him ok? Haha. U have me for valentines also. U can call me whenever u wan. U have been really a great friend all these while listening to all my crap and stupidness towards tortoise. Thx girl. Jia you for your studies and get a good job. I wouldn't want u to stuck at that place forever. Miss ya! Cheers.

To tortoise: ok. U are the first guy that make me made so much first moves. Seriously la. Bbut yet.. I see no response from u. sometimes u acted so friendly that I thought I stand a chance but I know that that's how u treat ur friends around you. Hmm.. not asking much but sometimes do reply me okie? Haha. I will try to forget u asap. Im wondering whether I should let u noe how I feel. But tml we are meeting and so better not. See how first. =)

To Kenny: ok. I dun noe why. But Im actually writing this. Haha. I spotted u 1 and a half yr ago in sch?[ erm definitely more than 1 yr] haha. But still I dun dare to make friends with u. urgh!! But I feel happy jus being able to see u in sch, read ur blog and even saw u at my house bus stops for several times. Ok. Today will be a special day for u and her. So ya. do enjoy urself. And hope everything is well for u. yr 3 modules are hard but im sure u can do it. Take care =)
[I guess im only writing for myself to see.]

to xue: we nvr forgotten about you! see i even relink u. ahah. ipp is really unbearable. Take good care of yourself over there in sch ya. miss u lots. Happy valentine’s day!

to all my friends: stay happy and healthy. happy valentine's day!

2007-02-13T13:03:00.000+08:00

Was chatting with my friend yesterday. Why can adults act so immature when they are already married and even have a child?! I was so pissed off la. My friend was working at this place. a f&b job. Managers sucks over there. they[females] are jus some freaking attention-seeker creatures who jus toy with pple feelings! They treat their staff or even friends as entertainment tool. A and B [the female managers] tried to matchmake this C manager[ manager C is not one of those ugly creatures, shes fine =)] to this guy. So B was active in matchmaking them and was along the person that contact the guy. And like any other drama series, the guy likes B instead. But here, B knew it and still try to matchmake them.. the most disgusted part was, despite knowing the guy like her, B still remain close with the guy. Ok. I admit that B has this character that attracts guys unintentionally but since u know the guy like u, why still remain so close with him and even push the guy to ur friend! C was upset when she knew that the guy like B but B wanted them to be together. Pushing things u dun one to ur friend. What u treating ur friend as? B actually feel guilty of doing all that. Pls la.. u should noe before u actually do it. Unless 30 years of living didn’t make u learn a single thing.

Ok. So my friend was quite close to B and yet B can organize meeting and left her out. She called A and some guys who also work there along but not her. I mean if u dun wan someone to tag along, courtesy wise ask behind the person’s back la. B actually called those pple out infront of my friend la. What the heck she trying to prove. And always organize outing when my friend is working. If u dun really like the person and dun wan he/she to join u in any outings, please jolly well make sure that u also dun come to he/she when u are in need. Who is the person that skip school jus to take over the pathetic lack of man-power schedule, who is the person that work full-shift (9am-11pm) for 6 days straight when there is not enough people to work [ anyway they always face lack of man-power prob], who is the one that was scolded for something that is not even her fault to begin with[ they are jus trying to vent their anger], who is the one that always organize outings and ask all along!!!! Is all my friend!!!!!! A person like you who dun have EQ is real pathetic, I really sad for u when I didnt see a single friend appeared at ur wedding day when u suppose to have big bunch of ssisters with you. And SERVE U RIGHT for having flattened nose!! Its because u lie too much and brag about everything u say. Dun think Pinocchio will kind enough to give u long nose?! Nah. Continue dreaming…

anyway there is a trend at the workplace to flirt with guys openly. Haha. Ok. Nth wrong though. but pls have some limits when u are already married!!! And flirting should be restricted in the workplace. When one of the guys at the workplace jokingly asked B to find other guys to flirt with, she commented that guys tat my friend wan she also wan. Lol la. Ok. She might be joking though but still… anyway the fact that she is married is still kept as a secret from a lot of them. Erm.. only me, my friend, A and C noe. What if those guys at work that also flirted back, noe the fact that she is married. Hohoho.. merry Christmas. I wanna buy pop corn and see show!!!!!!!

Ps: my tortoise guy once liked her. Omg. 13 years of age difference. And I really cant stand the fact that he actually made the first move to msg her when I actually msged him and he nvr replied. Urgh!!!!! This is real crap.

2007-02-13T10:34:00.000+08:00

Second day!! Hmm... brought some stuffs over from home to decorate my empty and big workplace. Haha. His tortoise was brought along. Ok. Wanted so much to get over him and i thought during exam period, I could avoid talking to him and maybe that will reduce my feelings towards him. Unfortunately, when I talked to him yesterday. He jus so adorable!! Haha. Cute, lame, cartoon, innocent [haha. The way he talked can assured me that he is jus he. Not acting. No plots or motive =)] ok. But somehow or rather the feelings weren’t that strong as before le. But I found out that hes attached to place near habourfront too which means we can meet up for dinner!! Yippee! I did mention that to him and he said ok. Haha. Hopefully… But with his friends too. Well, I noe his friends actually, they are mine too. Haha.

1hr 44 mins passed. Today is better. Colleagues are getting more friendly. Haha. Going lunch later with the sp guy. Arr. He’s leaving 2 weeks earlier la. I will be left alone at one corner with those permanent staff who are not that friendly for now. Haiz.. but hopefully more dinners with tortoise guy will cheer me up. Im so looking forward

Anyway tml is valentines day!! Haha. I dun even noe is wed la. And luckily I got a date! Haha. With ah lum la. O did I mention that ah lum is the best?? Haha. Was asking her yesterday whether she wanna sponsor me microSD card at 1gb for $30 [its so much cheaper than outside. Nokia selling at $68, but because I getting it from yahoo Auction thats why I also run the risk of getting fake goods but I think the package also comes with warranty from Kingston. Should be ok right? Haha] anyway back to the sponsorship thing, she AGREED! Haha. Its actually a great great advance birthday present. Thx girl. Loves!

Haha! Oh yah. Im getting the card for my new hp. Nokia 7390. wanted to use it as a mp3 also that’s why need such big memory since I dun have one. Haha. Ya. I dun have a mp3. cool huh. =).

I miss sch. I miss cheers. I miss tutorials. I miss lectures. At most of all, I miss the presence of all my friendly friends especially SHAUNA OH!! I miss waiting for u when u are late, I miss bullying you though u did bully me also. I miss snacking with you. I miss lunching with you. I miss doing our handshake. I miss ALL OF YOU and the things we do together. I so miss you. We need to meet up. Real soon! Take care of yourself there ar, cashier cum receptionist. Haha. Hope u meet cute guys over there. Maybe elvin. Haha. LOVES!

love is in the air.. =)

2007-02-12T15:32:00.000+08:00

okay. Im bored. Here at my workplace level 21. sth to be happy about is that I got a table by the window, I got the sea view!! Haha. Nice. Now I can see crystal on the water when the sun shined on it. =). Met a cute IT guy too! Haha. He helped me to fix my com system. Nice accent. Hmm.. the pple weren’t that friendly. Haha. Maybe cause we are interns. Hopefully things will be better.

Oh anyway! I got under this guy who turn out to be the director of the department. Omg. Stressed. He was asking me and this sp guy what we good in so he capitalize on it. We were like reciting to him what we did during this 2 years. Those modules and projects blah blah blah… and he began asking us what is sharepoint portal. We are like ”huh..”. haha. He asked to look for books from the library regarding that and then wanted us to present next time to him.. so much so for the first day of work.

2.30 hr left...

2007-02-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!! after so so so long, i finally blogged! and most importantly, my exams are over!! that marked the end of year2. going for my attachment next mon. some shipment company[NOL] near PSA building. which is quite near sentosa. omg. transportation fees...

went out with mum jus now to TANGS. we got 120 worth of voucher. so managed to get some stuff over there. used up $70. then met shantelle! haha. she accompanied me to NOL, i wanted to know how to go if not monday need to report at 9 and if me, this no sense direction person get lost, hohoho. happy new year. haha. and indeed both of us keep missing our stops. we still ended at CBTL hq la. omg. we are seriously devoted to them.

anyway, is certaainly a joy going out with her. casue it will be GOSSIPS time!! haha. we had really nice talks at food republic. we shall meet up more! and SOON!! loves!

tml will be getting my phone nokia 7390 if possible. and need to get some formal skirts. sianz. im spending quite alot. though my pathetic allowance of 450 for the attachment and weekends at cbtl will still help a little. i need to save for my graduation vocation!! hmm.. taiwan? =)

to tung: good luck for ur exams. though is during cny but still jia you ok? u can do it! and hope everything will be well for u and him. miss ya! muacks

to lum: haha. good luck for ur As. and we shall meet up soon. lil children? =)

to pok: omg!!! where will i see u again?!! i will certainly miss u during the attachment period. and we WILL meet up when i noe how to swim. haha. have fun with those NS guys ar.haha. and mr tan too. =p

2006-11-19T19:48:00.000+08:00

business finance and efma ica and sm proj this week! omg. im seriously dying.

i was so drained out this week. rushed the ict report and ppt on thurs. that was seriously the first proj that i felt so stressed in. slept at 2plus most of the days. woke up at 7.30am for law this fri, met the group for discussion on sm project. went home to start on the proj cause i really cant find the time to complete during the weekends. after that went to meet my friends. reached home around 10. slept at 2.30 am. and guess wat! woke up at 6am the next day. it was the big day for my friend!! reached her house at 7am. so the whole morning was accompanying her to ROM. omg. went inside the room where the couple said the vow and the saying of "i do". argh! i got the urge to marry la. haha. but it was jus the lovey dovey side, seriously have to think of the tough journey that lies ahead..

had some free time before the wedding dinnner and so took a 1 hr nap. hmm. battery slight recharged. went to the restaurant at habour front around 7pm. i helped to bring the guests to their tables. the manager over there can consider hiring me. im will be a good waitress.haha. so reached hoome around 11 plus. seriously cannot take it. faster bathe and unpack everything. got on to bed around 12. but sms that stupid guy for around 30 mins before i fell asleep without replying.

and today!!!! woke up at 6.40am la!! opening for me at work today! but luckily my dear shantelle[we are offically a couple on 17/11. haha] came earlier to help me! shes super pro la. she was there for the wedding thing too and after that when ppple go home to sleep, she actually went to k box until 3 am plus!! omg! and today she actually reached around 8.30am! i seriously wonder where she got that kind of energy..

ps:eric!! i update le! haha. im still waiting for my ice cream or maybe we can challenge again next time. and MAYBE u will win me. haha.and we will be even. note the maybe. =p

2006-11-07T20:15:00.000+08:00

went sentosa yesterday. jeneline, one of another coffee bean trainee from philiphines will be going back on fri! argh! it added on the 2 pple that i had said bye bye to since i joined coffee bean in 2004 dec 15. hmm.. is a miracle that i still remember the day i joined. i seldom remmeber things. met at 4 pm. lol wat a weird time to go sentosa.anyway did enjoy myself over there with 2 pretty gals and 5 crappy guys. went vivo watched Flushed Away at 8.30. first time going there. didnt really walk around. spent quite a long time looking for burger king when it actually isnt open yet. haha. in the end smuggle long john inside the cinema. our bags can actaully stuff 7 boxes and 8 drinks. cool!

i also found out that one of them was actaully in the same pri as me. the pri sch that i was in for pri 1 and 2. haha. brought back lots of memories when we talked abt it. and one of them was actually in same kindergarden as me! lol. memories are back, they are coming back to me..

2006-11-05T13:36:00.000+08:00

happy birthday ah leng!! though i rarely see u in sch, u are always in my mind!! haha. seriously! i will nvr forget the days we waited for each other at the bus stop and buying that doraemon pancake. haha. and going for girl guides meeting, camps and courses!! and having u sat beside in classes was a joy for me. argh! i seriously miss u! enjoy ur 18 to the sweetest! take good care and enjoy urself at CSC! haha. muacks!

my ultimate goal for this sem.. to win a friend that hhas a accumulative gpa of 3.919. haha. i got 0.25 to go. thats my goal but will i win? haha. is total different issue. haha. got to work hard that is.

crap! im so packed with icas, projects, work, tuitions and tutorials!! omg. i need to make use of my time fully!! smile =0)

2006-10-19T15:35:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2006-10-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

next week will be start of sem 2. all the icas, projects and mugging for exams will start coming back to me. saw the time-table. not so bad. no night lesson but start quite early in the morning for several days. luckily fri only 9-11. work? haha. i hope not. got to learn to enjoy life abit.

had role play on tues for customer service. had it done around 10 plus. wanted to catch Rob-B-hood but ah pok wanted to go home and sleep. but luckily i still got some persuasive skill. we took cab to J8 to catch the show. haha.

reached there around 10.40am and guess wat! GV still not open! it should be open by then. so my dear brave ah pok went to ask a staff waiting outside the place. 11.30 am then it will be open.

and so during that spare time, we had some talk. haha. and i actually did what she encouraged me to do. haha. but thanks to her i got to sort out some doubts inside me. thanks babe! i really enjoy the time chatting with you.

anyway we didnt catch Rob-B-Hood, watched Stay Alive instead. and honestly, i thought i will be scared by those gross parts. but i didnt! i was brave throughout the show ,with one timid girl sitting beside me and grabbing me towards her a few times in the show. haha.

(thanks ah pok! i really truly enjoy the time with you and guess i will be enjoying much more when sem 2 starts! haha. see you on mon! love u so much!
muacks!)

ps: its not the power that kept me brave throughout the show. i'm a brave girl u noe. haha. as if...

*working tml 11-11. haha. hope i will still be alive by then. fri work 6-11. sat 3-11. sun 9-5.

*will be meeting tung before work on thurs! and i'm looking forward to it. so long nvr see her le. miss u girl!

*will be seeing my sec sch friends next wed in the chalet and especially my dear ah lum. still pondering whether i'm staying over ma. got 10 am lesson on thurs! should i?

2006-10-04T15:48:00.000+08:00

yeah!! death note will showing on theatres on 19 oct! the comics is super interesting! the first comics that make me spend to long to read and understand. but the pple are real clever! must go catch it! 126 mins for the movie

Brief intro:

Shinigami, the God of Death, dropped a notebook in the human world where a weary genius picked it up. “The human whose name is written in this note shall die”, it said.

This was the notebook of death that determined people’s death. Light Yagami, an extremely bright elite university student was the one to possess this ultimate tool that should remain only in the hands of God. Light decides to create an ideal world and begins to hold the scales to judge the criminals in his discretion. Meanwhile, ICPO (International Criminal Police Organization) has placed a mysterious detective called “L” in the Japanese police force to investigate the series of criminal dying suddenly. “L”, having solved many unresolved cases in the world, begins to tighten the investigative screws over these cases. But Light cleverly manipulates the notebook of death to toss and shake off the investigation.

The future of mankind is at the mercy of this crucial and fierce battle of the two brains.

2006-09-17T16:07:00.000+08:00

haha. i'm too lazy to update!!! oh yah! there's a exciting match today. Chelsea vs Liverpool!! i'm excited!

finally get to catch a movie Little man with ah pu and beatrice last week. and my dear ah pu actually brought an orange into the cinema!! i can seriously smell the orange when she peeled it. haha. she's jus so cute.

chelsea will win!!

2006-09-03T17:55:00.000+08:00

England's getting better with the reshuffling of manager and players!!

yesterday's match.

England 5:0 Andorra

a good start for UEFA though its a match between the 5th in the world and 132th (i think.. around there ba) haha.

6 weeks of classical starting next week! going to sch for mon tues and thurs only!!! yeah!!!! but i miss all my tep friends!!!! glad to noe u guys! remember to say hi to me in sch!

i woke up at 3.30pm today la! omg! hopefully i'm getting back all my sleep that i've lost all this while. 13 hours straight! my longest ever..=0)

2006-09-01T12:15:00.000+08:00

last day of eldc!!!!!!!!!

i'm going to sneak out for few hours and SEOUL GARDEN here i come!! hohoho.. update later.

sorry shauna for leaving u in sch to eat with ur reflection.. haha.

2006-08-24T12:11:00.000+08:00

went town with na na yesterday. nth could stop us to tell each other lame jokes when we are together! haha. but i'm BETTER! =p. went heeren to buy her converse shoe. lucky girl. she managed to buy this $50 voucher from her friend at $30 so she's jus paying the $49.90 shoe for $30! okay. went cineleisure for our chicken dinner! had KFC! yummy yummy! after that went taka to find art... haha. Art Friend. the place jus cheer me up with those fascinating stuff! especially the girl model that shauna could not understand why it cost the same price as the guy one. [cause extra material needed to make those 2 curves =) ]

shauna got a red top from forever 21 (hot!). haha. so gotten her shoe and top, she is still not satisfy! (rich kid huh..) headed to Tangs to shop for her bag. we walked from the Underpass and wanted to take the escalator up. so she walked infront, then there stand this 1 lady who started talking to shauna and thinking that the lady is jus another promoter or something, shauna politely rejected the lady, saying ("oo.. its okay or maybe a thank you too [dun remember :)] "). but the lady keep on talking to her.. THEN shauna realised that she's trying to tell us Tangs is opened only for their card members casue got special promotion. haha. clever girl happily rejected the lady when she's jus trying to inform us.. haha! shauna is embarrassed! =)

so went isetan to look for the bag and she got one! for $35.90! cheap cheap for a bag like tat.. and so there ends our trip with her carrying 2 big bags home! FRUITFUL DAY for her indeed..
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met tung jus now. accompany her for breakast.. and she finished her exam today. argh! sat she will be flying back to HK. gotta miss her.. and HK too! how about another HK trip for me?! haha. i bet my mum will chop off my legs! enjoy yourself girl! i want to see a more pretty and happy girl when u come back! and remember my glue! haha. =). take care! miss u lots. muacks..

2006-08-24T09:26:00.000+08:00

this couldn't be happening....

Middlesbrough 2:1 Chelsea

argh. chelsea had a early goal at 15 min and was able to secure it until 79min when it was equalized! Middlesbrough then had another goal at 89 min to win the game at their home!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Manchester United topped the chart now. Chelsea at 7. there's still hope anyway. haha. EPL only ending at May 2007! and is gotta be a back to back to back victory. chelsea will get the championship 3 times in a row! it will =)

2006-08-21T17:14:00.000+08:00

went to lunch with siew giok jus now. have my all time Mc wings. haha. yummy! chat with her and realised that i've got to know quite a few foreign friends: China,Hong Kong, Indonesia,Korea, Nepal and Philiphines.

worked from 5-11 on sat. took the same train with this friend from nepal. he was asking me whether will it rain for consecutive days in Singapore. and then about the weather in Singapore. he then told me that Singapore has 3 seasons namely:

HOT

HOTTER

HOTTEST!

2006-08-21T09:13:00.000+08:00

CHELSEA WON!! vs manchester city! terry, lampard and drogba scored!

3-0!

2006-08-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

watch the news jus now. there's one china woman who had recently gave birthday to this 6kg baby girl! crap. she really look big! and it also reported that new-born babied who are 4kg or above are considered an enormous baby. haha. and i am one! =) i weighed 4kg plus when i first born! i'm so proud to me one! =)

2006-08-17T14:38:00.000+08:00

shauna is a MIX BLOOD!

Chinese+Christian=MIX BLOOD!

me too!! haha. i'm so clever~!

2006-08-17T10:32:00.000+08:00

yesteryday was a memorable day for me! in NYP! haha. finally theres something worth remembering in this sch. after sharing session yesterday, met constance. accompany her to cheers to get some snacks. walked past the notice board at level 2. theres one where put the entries for the national day posters. i then pointed for which my friend did to constance. and then we walked towards Cheers and... guess wat!!!!!

the plastic thingy erm.. so called the door for the noticeboard fell!!!!!!!!!!and it was big la! i immediately grabbed hold of one end to prevent it from landing on the floor la. i was frozen for like 3 secs. my magic finger has happily casued the whole plastic frame to fall with jus one slight touch! i dun noe what to do la. put the plastic thing on the floor then left for Cheers. haha. only constance, her friend, lixiang,beatrice, siew giok and one man saw it... when we walked back from cheers. we walked past the guy and constance heard the man calling someone saying that the frame had dropped, need to repair. haha.

I ROCKS LA!
=)

2006-08-15T14:18:00.000+08:00

this is the fourth week at ELDC and 2 more weeks it will be classical all the way to year 3. i've still have 19 hours of flexi!! i need to clear it! i'm so broke la! argh! poor na na. haha. u should noe why! can i strike a lottery?! 500 bucks will do!!!

2006-08-14T13:06:00.000+08:00

CHELSEA LOST TO LIVERPOOL 2-1 IN YESTERDAY COMMUNITY SHIELD. ARGH!! ANYWAY... BOTH ARE GREAT! BUT CHELSEA IS BETTER! =)

2006-08-10T09:00:00.000+08:00

yeah! going to see the firework tml with tung and her friends! the first time i'm watching la. yeah! i can't wait!!!

FOO TEE JUN

http://geekinthewhite.blogspot.com

2006-08-10T08:52:00.000+08:00

thx to the person who wake me up today on the 22 bus. haha. okay. i was supppose to get down at the interchange BUT.. i didnt. haha. thx *somebody*!

FOO TEE JUN

http://geekinthewhite.blogspot.com

2006-08-08T08:50:00.000+08:00

went town with na na yesterday. was fun la! haha. and poor girl today is going out for "work" 9-2 for 10 days and she has to wear formal!! haha.

so yesterday went find Little John( John Little) to search for her formal. couldnt find any. too old liao. then went taka. on the way also visit Chang Kee. haiz.. he's quite old liao so have to visit b4 its too late. (Old Chang Kee).

went to see our well-like friend, ART! he's cool la! his house got anything under the roof. he sold me this 2 iron-on thingy for my shoe that i gonna self made. (ART FRIEND)

went to look for jean, shauna's friend. jean is thinking of selling na na this pair of jeans she had. haha. but shauna haven really decide.(Levis Jeans).

then went wisma's ISETAN to look for her formal. nice but quite ex though. so went mango and saw this cardigan that she thinking of getting. and i was her maid officially yestterday! haha. in the end didnt get that either.

affter that then WISMA to a place where we will be forever 21. and while we are looking.. shauna shouted la. haha. she left her friend's cloth at ART's house. erm.. 30 mins after? haha.. we faster ran back. luckily ART dun seem to have lots of visitors at his house so the bag still nicely lying on the place where na left it.

guess is fate for her to get the pair of jean since her dad agreed to getting one. so went back to jean's house. try on that jeans. not very nice when wear liao. so left the place empty handed.

then went back to ISETAN to get the cardigan saw at mango. yeah! finally something. haha. then to forever 21 to get her $9 top.

then we went FACE shop to get back nail polish. crap! i'm spending too much on nails..

anyway, notice that we went to the places without getting anything then went back again to get something! haha. but it was really fun laming with her. she can be lame too. and recently, she has come out with this wicked laugh. BEWARE! its contagious!

but i still luv her! SHAUNA OH LI YING!!! i luv u...oops(=p)

FOO TEE JUN

http://geekinthewhite.blogspot.com

2006-08-06T15:03:00.000+08:00

Did this personality test gotten from xue's blog..

The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.

A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.

In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.

You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

lol. will i make a good interior designer, chef or child psychologist???!! haha. i dun think so la. haha.

2006-08-03T09:51:00.001+08:00

went j8 with tung yesterday. went coffee bean. had hot choc. the staff must be new, i guess. he poured the milk without the froth on top. reminded him. haha. =p.

went sasa to get the nails and 2 polish.. i've got new designs to make. haha. after that went to mini toons to get my gummies and we two are like children. looked fascinated by those cute cute thingys.

later going to town with na. she wanna get some craft things from taka and i wanna go kinokuniya to get books! haha. i need to read books..(pls dun be suprised!) haha. =p

FOO TEE JUN

http://geekinthewhite.blogspot.com

2006-08-02T10:56:00.000+08:00

QUOTE OF THE DAY

"Everybody makes mistakes; that's why they put erasers on pencils"

FOO TEE JUN

http://geekinthewhite.blogspot.com

2006-08-02T08:54:00.000+08:00

good morning!!wat a good day ahead! later meeting tung at 4. erm.. long time nvr meet? haha. 1 week, i guess.

blog later!

FOO TEE JUN
http://www.geekinthewhite.blogspot.com

2006-08-01T17:52:00.000+08:00

JOKES!

Plan For Future:

Teacher asks children, what do u wish 2 do in future?

Ram: I want 2 b a pilot. Vinod: I want 2 b a doctor.

Deepa: I want 2 b a good mother.

Ravi : I want 2 help Deepa.

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Liar:

A man is dying of Cancer.

His son asked him, "Dad, why do u keep telling people u're dying of AIDS?"

Answer: "So when I'm dead no one will dare touch ur mom "

2006-08-01T17:03:00.000+08:00

haha. girls and boys! the winner for liwen's lame qn ROUND 1 is FOO TEE JUN!! HAHA

THE SECOND QN IS

THE 2ND FLOOR PERSON WILL SHOUT:"POM AHHH........!"
THE 20TH FLOOR PERSON WILL SHOUT:"AHHHH.........POM!"

HAHA. FOO TEE JUN HAS WON THE FABULOUS PRIZE!

I WILL HELP TO ADVERTISE HIS BLOG FOR 2 WHOLE WEEKS!

FOO TEE JUN
http://www.geekinthewhite.blogspot.com

2006-08-01T13:42:00.000+08:00

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, FOO TEE JUN FROM NANYANG POLYTECHNIC HAD OFFICIALLY GOT THE ANSWER FOR QN 1!

HAHA!

---------[THE ANSWER IS BECAUSE THE GUN IS 9 METRES LONG......=)]--------

OKAY FOR THE PRIZE...............

HERE IS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UR BIG NAME WILL BE APPEARING ON MY BLOG FOR 1 WEEK........................

STARTING FROM TODAY!

FOO TEE JUN IS THE

CLEVEREST GUY ON EARTH! [1 DAY]

2006-08-01T08:52:00.000+08:00

haha. it was fun to post lame qns! i shall go find more!!! haha.

anyway 6 hr 10 mins to giving up!! haha

2006-07-31T16:54:00.001+08:00

LIWEN'S LAME QN

QN1

there is one girl who can shoot 1 metre with her gun
one day, she managed to shoot 10metres
why???

[li xiang and siew giok are not allow to answer=p]

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QN 2

whats the difference between a guy who jump down from the 2nd floor
and a guy who jump from the 20th floor?

[lixiang, jia jin and jia le are not allow to answer =p]

PLS TAG UR ANS ON THE CBOX

WINNER WILL BE AWARDED WITH A *GIFT*

SO PLS TAG WITH UR NAME SO THAT I WILL NOE

DEADLINE WILL BE 1/8/2006, 5PM

2006-07-31T08:58:00.000+08:00

good morning!! in sch now. waiting for supervisor to reach at 9.30 for training.

5 more weeks to go....

2006-07-30T22:20:00.001+08:00

sat was the brithday celebration for my grandma's 88th birthday. reached around 3 pm at Changi safra resort. the place was big. went to play pool, soccer machine and air hockey( manage to know the name from the help from my cousin JJ. haha. thx) with my cousins. it was great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! very fun!! had bbq in the afternoon and buffet at night.

some granddaughter and grandsons. and many are missing..

88 candles? try counting.. haha

they are my second parents! i jus love them a zillion!!!!!!!!

2006-07-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

argh! i was cheated. okay. 5 bucks. stupid me though i know the woman was bluffing. she had no money for medicine. i took out $2. she begged me for more. AND!! i actually gave her $5 and told her:"i gave u $5, u returned my $2" lol! i was laughing at my stupid actions on the way home. okay. i learnt my lesson..

2006-07-25T15:17:00.000+08:00

stupid lixiang went for flexi and left me alone in this room full of strangers with just ONE packet of biscuit!! u good! wait till u come back tml. haha.

yeah!! chalet for me on fri, sat and sun!! i jus cant wait!!!!!

i miss CSC 2. i really do. i miss all my friends.
i miss tung tung. she's having attachment currently. argh! dun time to meet her liao.
i miss ah lum. she went xia men. hope she will remember to bring me food!! :)
i miss pris. i wanna see her dyed hair.
i miss constance. i miss her "booing".
i miss xue. haven really congrats her. =p.
i dun miss shauna. she didnt pick up my call! where are u?!

2006-07-24T16:10:00.000+08:00

for goodness sake, u dun know me TAT well. u really dun so stop acting like one.
its just pissed me off. argh!!

anyway...I DUN NEED A PARROT!! bleh....

2006-07-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

todays the day where 14 weeks in CSC 2 end. argh! how i wish to have my whole tep in this stopover. i seriously gotta miss all the peeps in there. i really miss u all. REALLY!!!!!!!!

beatrice & benjamin & celine & constance & deborah & huili & jeslin & jessica & joshua & julia & kailin & khairul & lilian & lina & lixiang & liza & marcel & qiufen & peifen & pris & priscialla & rebecca & samantha & sawhui & sebastian & shiyong & siewgiok & xinhui & yennie & zahra & ziting & all the trade winds

LIWEN LOVE U ALL! MUACKS!

2006-07-19T16:40:00.000+08:00

she's the one that will dress herself up for her darling
she's the one that will treat me mentos
she's the one that engage in many sports activites
she's the one that will "BOO" me
she's the one that had omelette for breakfast
she's the one that want me to mention her name on my blog
she's the one that like me alot

&

she's........................CONSTANCE!